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Getting out of bed sucks. I just try and drag out the existential dread. I spent all day packing and worrying. I still don’t know where I’m going to be after I load my storage locker. I’ll ask Bruce if she can let me crash on her couch for the weekend. My meal plan is that I’ll live out of a suitcase. Nuts, seeds, pasta and pasta sauce will be my diet. I’ve been practicing eating once a day all week. Those meals will get bigger once the anxiety calms down some. My computer has my resume so I’m going to figure out how to get it on my iPad and phone. Then I’ll be back to throwing my resume around. It was no news is bad news from the interview I had last Friday. I was overqualified and she made that an issue on my way out of the door. I’ll just leave my old address on my resume even if it’s a lie. I’m putting some books in my car and I’ll read them while I hang out at the mall or something during the days. Bruce and Leanne work from home and I don’t want to be in their way. I’m regretting taking this break from packing. My depression kept crippling me this week and I procrastinated as I always do. Blah, I figured I would write something before I packed up my PC. I’m just going to abandon social media. Nobody’s listening anyway. I don’t know if I’ll be keeping up with PB much, luck for y’all lol. Well then. I guess I better finish packing.