I was direct w/ him but not confrontational. I hope. um. Something about if. this isn’t something he wants then I need to know cause otherwise. . . and that i was confused. heartbroken. this was via fb. and he feels so. bad about it i could tell from his response. but it’s not like I can just go ‘it’s ok’, ya know? bc it’s not. well i should hope he feels bad. sorry. but it means he cares. seems he wants. what we had. he takes full responsibility. yeah. ok.
am I. satisfied w/ his answer? right now. I’m still processing so. hard to say. no i mean I’m not. and that’s ok I think. I told him. I’m going to need time. which is true.
so. um. that’s where we’re at. figured I’d update.