Went to the cemetery today in Done drinking.

Went and brought roses to my pepere today. Knowing that I will mostly likely be drunk on the 29th.

Had a good cry while there. 20 years later it still hurts that I wasn’t there at the hospital with everyone else when he passed. I didn’t get to go to the cemetery till a few days before Halloween when my cousin took me after I got out of the psych ward.