Certain smells, red cars, words that someone else says, the way other people type, the smells of the seasons, standing in our place and waiting for no one to come are all the things that make me think of you. I try so hard to let you go. You are my best friend and the person I gave my heart to. I'd never change that I just wish I could have given you more.
Remembering you both makes me happy and it breaks my heart. I knew you would leave and I knew I'd have to let go but the love is still there between the both of us. O how I miss you and your sweet gentle hands and kisses. I knew you were never mine to keep but that doesn't mean I'd ever stop loving you.
Sometimes I feel so pathetic because I miss you so much that I sit and I cry and I don't even know if you feel the same way. I don't think you realize how much you touched my life and how you made me feel things I'd never felt before. But you belong to her and I belong to him and we got caught up in what might have been. Maybe this love was to early in time. Who knows we'll see. I just wish you'd give me an answer or a sign. Because I miss you so much
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