I know I’ve previously talked about how much I love my job, and for the most part that is still true. However, I am not a big fan of my boss. The last few months have been a major struggle. I’m sick and tired of her yelling at me for the case managers screwing up, I’m sick and tired of her yelling at me because one intensive case manager can’t hit her monthly quota. She yells at me to hold this intensive case manager’s hand and tell her what to do, so I give this person a schedule of things to do for the day, I talk with her every day and she still chooses to do her own thing. Every time I have attempted to approach my boss with these things she brushes it off, yells at me some more, then gives me more fucking projects to do on top of every thing else. She expects me to hold every case manager’s hand (all 14 of them) for them to get certified. No one fucking held my hand. I fucking did it myself. Why should I fucking do everything for these folks? They’re all adults, if they don’t get it, they need to suffer the consequences.
Ok, I better stop because I’m pissing myself off bringing all this shit up again.
What I really mean to say is I’m over all of the bull shit she’s giving me. Today, I completed a job application. It feels so good to fill out an application. At least I feel like I have options when I do it.
I plan on continuing my job search and filling out more as they come. It’s a small community and positions are a dime a dozen, so I have to be careful and selective. Unless I decide to change careers all together, which I’m considering. Problem is I just don’t know what I would want to do. I can’t teach (hate children). I’m not sure what else I can or would like to do. Going back to school is not really an option right now because we need the money too much.
Time. Time will tell.