I know this feeling so well. I met a boy in an AOL chatroom for my city. We met and became friends on MySpace. Then we started dating. Then we got caught doing things teens do and my mom separated us. I reconnected with him many years later and when we met I was shocked that he gained so much weight and it made me less attracted to him. That was the last time I saw him. He reached out to me a few years ago but I was already with a boyfriend (who would later become my current husband and father of my children). Out of loyalty to him, I never responded to the AOL boy's message. I found a picture of us together at my mom's house yesterday. It was so nice. I like the old happy memories of us being teens together. I like to keep him there because honestly he doesn't fit in anywhere else. It's a bittersweet feeling but I'm thankful that I knew him.