so on the 4th. of may apparently. 2013. and i found something online. and please don't answer. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

sorry rather. on the 4th of may 2013. yes there we go.

well right. the day after the OD. evan made me bacon & eggs. i was up between 7 a.m. and 9 a.m. that day. i got ready and well i. went to the festival downtown he went. either to the store or back to his place. and apparently after the festival i went to his place. i remember cause um. at 1 p.m. i was alone in his apt. while he went to the store. which was fine. also weird that he trusted me alone in his apt. i mean i’m glad he did it’s just weird. as he told me yrs. later ‘i have nothing to hide.’. but the first time. i don’t remember going, to his apt. so he. went to the store where. he got me this strawberry milk stuff that had vitamins in it. he crushed up some vitamin thing and put it in...........like milk, or something but not the strawberry milk. evidently at some point i went back out. and. right around sunset i um. was on a bench on 12th by the nat’l history museum. no i think it’s the co history museum sorry. and i called him cause i got lost and couldn’t remember the way back to his place. the sky was purple. i don’t know how long i’d been waiting there for. but yeah we went back to his place. i didn’t pay much attention cause. if i had. and anyone had questioned me on his address...........well having not paid attention to the numbers. on the apts. i’d have nothing to tell. anyone were i to be questioned. on that.
yeah he made me eggs that night while i wrote a bit about the OD. we listened to that weird. music video channel. looking back that seems like a long day. bc i think it was.
so then. did carlos [carlos was his landlord] drive us back later that night or? or did we take the bus the next day? i’m not sure which one happened. right now.
um but yeah. on the 4th was. er the 4th rather. of may 2013 was the day i talked to the ‘horse w/ no name’ guy. the homeless guitar player. yeah he’s like ‘i’ma play a song for you’ and i’m like ‘ok’ cause. music.
evan was so good. w/ me during that time those 2 days. [well except for the argument we had prior. to the OD. and the short amount of yelling he did] no i meant after those 2 incidents. he was so. levelheaded and calm didn’t act like it was any big thing even though of course it was. like obviously an OD is a big thing. but he just acted like it was this normal natural thing. like ok this is. our life now. um like riding bikes in amsterdam. or same sex couples being in amsterdam. like nobody judges there it’s just. it’s like. hm from evan at the time. there was this acceptance of me at the time. yeah ‘like yeah she OD’d and it’s horrible but i’m not. going to leave her or call anyone or anything. we’ll just go from here’. i mean. yeah. wow.........wow.
oh so i found something online. [well. i’ve found a lot of things online.]. no um. i think. it means.........i was part owner of my place. and by place i mean condo not. not apt. although when i talk about it most people assume i mean apt. i’m guessing............ok well. since a. i was part owner. like legally and 2. i was cool w/ evan being there then. and ok w/ him staying there [i mean i hadn’t had anyone stay w/ me since my ex did...........so it had been a few months] anyway. that meant/s. that no. evan wasn’t a squatter. which meant nothing illegal in that regard was going on. i think i had pot there and at the time in co. pot was illegal. [i mean really, pot, of all things.]. but beyond that............ yeah and i’d read, about squatters but in the books/movies. i always just thought it was someone living in an abandoned bldg. well apparently not always. [btw he wasn’t actually technically homeless. he did have a place to go back to. he just didn’t want to. he had an apt. as i mentioned above]. in ‘rent’ i think some of them were squatters. but now i actually know what the term means. apparently. it means the person who is doing so doesn’t. from the owner have permission in some way to do so. but yeah i’ma ask some people. i want to one of those ask-a-lawyer sites but the person i talked to. thought it was something that was happening now. no. it’s not. yeah i’ve started to notice a pattern w/ the people on those sites. they’ll ask ‘what steps have been taken?’. no...........again. it’s something that already happened. so that kindof put me off from. going to the site again and asking. btw please don’t tell me the answer to the question. that’s why i’ma ask. i got this.