Day 38 for me in Torridaussity Two

So for me I started on March 21st counting that as the day life changed for me the most because of the virus, so that is where day 38 comes from. Technically I guess it really began the 14th so it could really be 45 days. That week from March 14-21, I worked all my hours not at school but in the home and community. The following week was when we moved to telehealth and I lost most of my hours.
So here I am a little over a month later and well I have adjusted. I am adjusting to interacting with clients through the phone and video sessions. I am getting better with the paperwork and doing it while my sessions are going.
Here in PA we are to wear masks now whenever entering a public building or you can be denied access. I am getting used to that, but can do no more than 45 minutes until I start to feel my anxiety rise. My brother went home and he is contemplating coming back depending on a number of things. I am delivering medicine and groceries to my parents normally once a week sometimes twice it just depends on their needs.
I am zooming/skyping/facebooking chatting with numerous friends to try and stay in touch with people, but I can’t say I am a huge fan. I am actually trying to be off of social media more than I am on. My eyes are suffering. I am tired of looking at screens and I hate talking on the phone. I am only doing it because it is a way to stay in touch.
I am lacking fresh air and being outside as it has just been so rainy and cold yet. We are still getting small squalls of snow here which I hope end soon so that I can go out for walks more.
I am trying to write a little more often and keep up with you all the best that I can. I think it is important to document things as this, what is happening right now is going to be part of history. A part I have experienced and am living through and someday I might enjoy reading back over what I went through and was feeling. My main issues are my emotions being so all over the place, but I have been working on just letting my tears out when I need to, yelling if I have to, staying in bed when I feel I need to and it is helping. So that’s about it, life goes on and we have to adjust and move forward even if we don’t want to. I hope you are all hanging in there. For those of you suffering I am sending prayers and well wishes your way. I havea few friends who have lost loved ones during this time and I am sending you all love. Take care and be safe, love ya.