Bad night in Pridesafiordilabbra

It's almost 9pm I have had a very quiet day. Didnt want to talk to anyone. Just had nothing good to say.

Now I want to use salt and ice so bad. I want/need to feel the extreme pain. Cutting just doesn't work anymore for me. At least the s&i causes pain. The pain makes me feel so much better and it lasts for days.