Disoriented in General musings

It is just so strange to go from one house/man/life to the other..waking in the middle of the night and not knowing where I am. Went last night to a cocktail party (F's comment was "You got cocktailed last night.." then to Red Robin where he and I had lunch that first day. Oh..something I thought of from Wednesday ..he was laughing over some wicked thing he was plotting and his sister commented. "Oh look at that nice smile!" And I said, 'no, that's his evil plot smile' and she said "but he looks so happy ". 'Yes, because he's never happier than when he's plotting something evil.'