Lookin ⋅
I will get 'it' back...I promise.
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Leftover From Yesterday in diary
So, I survived. I still know I am not in as good of shape as I thought I was. Naomi Judd was on a commercial for ET I think it was, saying she is extremely depressed. It made me think that the...
Nothing Bad Ever Happens At Christmas (warning not a nice entry) in diary
Ok fuck you tv show called This Is Us. I think I am showing great restraint not blarring this all over facebook or not texting or yelling this to Myke. I had the feeling of impending doom for t...
more snow and other things in diary
We got bombarded with snow yesterday. I stayed home mostly. Today almost all the roads around are closed, but the main city streets are fine. I just passed up supper at Chan’s cause ..we a few...
We did have snow the other day but this morning was the first day of looking down and seeing roofs and ground all puffy white. It looked peaceful but today made me feel…sad. As I walked away fr...
today so far in diary
So my text notification on my phone went off about 10:30am…for me and all that know me that is too early. I almost did not read. The second time it sounded I did. It was Chan. She is in a bi...
So far so good in diary
Sleep won last night. I fought hard but ended up just going to bed for 2 hours. I kept jolting awake is what I can only say was fear. Of what, other than about what the heck this is. I can not...
second entry...just blah in diary
I don’t want to leave it a day because I do want to get it as part of my self care routine, but man I am tired. I am having another one of those terrible can’t stay awake things. I am fighting i...
This is the first entry. I miss the venting that the diary I used to have afforded me. I thought of it when I was trying to work out what is different from when I was healthier. It was money,...
