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I found a masturbation loophole. And it came by way of an unexpected source, Rachel. First I want to say that I do believe in being obedient to the rules of my church. I’m a firm believer in th...
Borrowed pads in Weekly
I just read an entry on the front page where a woman talks about starting her period today, and figured I could write on the same subject. It’s a little funny that all girls will eventually writ...
Temptation in Religion
I’ve been dealing a lot with temptation lately. Temptations to do things that I know I’m not supposed to do. It’s harder still because I know I could do them without anyone ever knowing about i...
Rachel texted me yesterday morning and said she was done with her lifeguarding (she lifeguards at a public indoor pool on weekends, for those people that are thinking it’s weird that she is lifeg...
I went for a long stroller walk yesterday with someone I met at church who is becoming a good friend of mine. It feels good to have friends, I feel like I haven’t actually had any since I finish...
Jayson and I got callings on Sunday. I didn’t think it would happen so quickly but I am glad that I have some responsibility and feel like I am more a part of the community. Jayson was called t...
Job change in Weekly
So the big news is that starting Monday, Jayson will be working for Guy. Guy has been doing really well at his company and in the fall was promoted to the overall manager of the third shift. He...
Don't hate in Religion
I decided to create a separate book to talk about religious things since I know not everyone wants to read that sort of thing. I have a lot of new feelings regarding religion though, and I want ...
Incontinence update in Weekly
I haven’t written about this in a while and wanted to share my progress. For someone who was told that I would never again have any bladder control, I’m pretty excited about the changes that hav...
Sister time in Weekly
Yesterday the men stayed home and babysat, and Rachel and I spent a full day shopping. I think our husbands were perfectly happy to now have to be involved in a long shopping trip. And I really...
I'm a Mormon in About me
Growing up with Mormon grandparents, I always saw them as weirdly religious. My mother had distanced herself from the church long before I was born and I had learned from her influence that it w...
Mormon now in Weekly
So, we’re Mormon now. I don’t feel like a lot changed on Sunday when we were baptized because we were already feeling pretty Mormon before we made it official. I am looking forward to going to ch...
Rachel and I went shopping yesterday together, which is often the times when we bond the most. There was a certain brand of jeans she was searching for, and I wanted to get a few new dresses for...
Giving it up in Weekly
I was embarrassed to ask the missionaries about masturbation, so I took to the internet to find the answer. Unfortunately the answer I got was the answer I expected to get. The church is oppose...
Suddenly awkward in Weekly
So, I’m married now. Not much different than before I was married. The ceremony was small but nice for the most part. It’s weird to admit this, but I actually felt a little uncomfortable being...
We’re a week away from the wedding but I’m not overly nervous about it. We’ve been together for so long that I really just see it as a technicality, and since we haven’t planned anything elabora...
On Saturday, the mormons were here again teaching us a little more about their church and getting us ready to attend with them for the second week in a row. Part of what they talked to us about ...
Relief society in Weekly
I wonder if I could fit into a religion simply to have a social group and not so much because I believe what they teach. I am a very social person, and yet I feel like I have no friends. Today,...
So the mormons were here last Sunday night and they talked to us a little about their church. It was all very interesting. Enough that we invited them back on Wednesday and we are actually goin...
The mormons in Weekly
Jayson and I talked about this money that we’re getting from my dad and Susan and we made the difficult decision that we should put it all into savings. It’s difficult because we’re poor and it’...
I think it’s both funny and annoying that I am not embarrassed about the fact that I wear diapers, but other people always seem to be. I am visiting my moms right now. I came down this weekend ...
Gesundheit in Weekly
My boyfriend says “bless you” every time the dog sneezes. Is it weird that that bothers me?
I was talking to Rachel yesterday and she mentioned that she read somewhere that November is incontinence awareness month and that she wanted to do something to be supportive of people with incon...
I had lunch with Susan today. It's funny that I really only see my dad a few times a year, but Susan and I get together every two weeks or so. I'd made the decision a while back to start referr...
Flawlessly in Weekly
Positive and negative things to write today about my moms. I’ll start with the positive. My wedding date is October 25th, barely two months from now. I know a typical wedding takes a lot more ...