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Grrrr and I had our consultation with the couples counselor last night. We were supposed to meet at 6:45 to fill out some paperwork and then have an hour-long session with the therapist. Grrrr...

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Mother was a professional model. He’s still finding photos of her here and there in various publications Mother passed away when Grrrr was 10 years old (she knew she was going to die—she had ...

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A couple of weeks ago, Grrrr and I attended a benefit for a woman who lives in our building (um, yeah…I just wrote “our”—wow!). This woman is dying of cancer and her bills have all stacked up, ...

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Ate a whole bunch of crap today. Threw it all up. I’m surprised I’m writing this, but I’m marking it private so that nobody can read this but me. Possibly more on this later. Possibly not. ...

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Thirty-nine. I’m happy today. Life’s not perfect. I’m FAARRR from perfect. My new beau’s not perfect. But perfection is boring and leaves nothing for struggle. After years and years and ye...

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Another weekend come and gone. Another incident with Grrr. This time, during our “morning after” talk, I broached the subject of counseling. He was very open to the suggestion, though he did...

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Relationship Status: So Grrrr and I talked. Quite a bit, actually. And I didn’t think it was necessary at the time to bring up something like counseling—just yet. Because, quite frankly, dee...

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Haven’t written. Haven’t noted. I’m sorry. I’m just…hooo boy, where do I even start? I wanted to start out with what’s been going on: the events, the parties, the fair, the fun! But somethi...

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Went to Jen’s wedding back in the Great Midwest over the weekend. Grrrr went with. I have to say it was probably the most beautiful wedding I’ve ever attended. Even Grrrr said the same thing....

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As I begin to calm down ever so slightly in this relationship, Grrr seems to have started to ratchet his insecurities (or whatever they are). He’s getting really sensitive to things like my int...

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Must figure out a way to snap out of this. I’m having a terrible time, and I don’t know what to do. I’m confused half the time, giddy 1/4th of the time, and nauseous the rest of the time. Som...

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I am so grateful for the notes (though CN, the phone call the night before was the equivalent of throwing myself on the floor!). Of course, I was unable to wait for the consensus. Not that I w...

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I know you know NONE of the facts/issues here, but I’m in dire straights…I’m still overseas (now in London), and I fucked up last night and kinda drunk dialed Grrrrr and acted like an insecure i...

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Greetings from the sunny skies over Russia! I’m on a Finnair jet flying from Tokyo to Stockholm via Helsinki. No sleep since Brooklyn, and I’m loopy right now. But I do still love it. Toky...

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That still doesn’t stop me from eating, though!! (This stuff tastes like the stinkiest feet that have fermented for weeks in a sauna…yum.) Yes, there’s so much more to write. So very much mor...

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Greetings from McCarran International Airport, Las Vegas. Did you know they have free wireless connection here? Nice. I’m on a business trip, in case you haven’t figured. Only one day in V...

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Still in love. Still head over heels in it. Deep, deep in it. I am learning more each day, and seriously growing fonder. Not to say everything’s perfect, but I’ve never experienced anything ...

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My life has been turned upside down. He’s all but moved in. I’m not as freaked out about it as I am happy. Excited. Okay—thrilled! I will say here what I refuse to say out loud: I am in lo...

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I am currently head over heels in love. Do you believe this?! I’ve known the poor sucker for a month now, and here we are spending every moment we can together. It is so frightening and yet s...

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…for now. Let me know. Send me a note. Rock me.

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Okay, okay. Here’s what’s been going on. I am caught in a whirlwind of lusty goodness…strangeness…whateverness. Today it seems to be okay. I may just be starting to allow myself to enjoy thi...

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I may have sabotaged my barely budding (but insanely intense) relationship. I never thought I was one of those crazy chicks until last night. I don’t really want to get into it right now. Lov...

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I am in a state of utter turmoil and confusion. So much so that this is going to be a vomit on the page, plain and simple. I’ve fallen for mini-RAD #2—fast, hard, and furiously. Are you surp...

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I think. Fuck.

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The first player of this game starts with writing 6 weird things/habits about themselves and then selects 6 others to write an entry about their 6 weird things/habits as well as state this rule ...

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