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…to embarrass Grrrrr at dinner. (see previous entry if you don’t know what I’m talking about). So. We were having a wonderful time. Grrrrr’s colleague is an engineering type who is high up i...

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Grrrrr and I left for work at the same time this morning. He, on his way to the airport to pick up one of his colleagues, and me, on the way to the office. I was doing my usual flipping throug...

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Shhhhhh. I’m supposed to be in New York right now. After sitting in the airport terminal for five hours, my flight was canceled. Everyone sitting in the vicinity let out a groan. But the kic...

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Please don’t laugh at my glasses…

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Late for work this morning. Some kind of pipeline broke on the street that I take to get out of my downtown neighborhood. I was late in the first place, but the cops were directing everyone in...

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I cannot believe how shitty an ODer I’ve become. I never write. But I do check in. I rarely note. I’m sorry. I have to move to another office at work. No, I did not get promoted…they are s...

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Sorry. It’s the obligatory “ring entry”. Finally got the ring back!! So here you go. Yes, it’s an eternity band. Diamonds all the way around. I told Grrrrrr that I didn’t want a rock, so h...

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Itching to squeak an entry out between meetings! Things have been quite interesting since we last got together. I started to write that I don’t like change and conflict and working through dif...

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I had to look back through my entries to see if I wrote about this…and I haven’t yet!! So let’s back up to Valentine’s Day, shall we? Grrrr and I had been dating about 7 months around this tim...

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So. The experiment from the other night? I would normally say it failed miserably because it didn’t turn out the way I expected it to (in fact, ended in something that could have been disastro...

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Last night I dreamt that I took a peek at Grrrrrrr’s computer screen as it was sitting on my dressing table (which we sometimes use as a desk), and my OD “favorites” page was up and in full view...

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I’ve been vague, I know. It’s easy to do when you don’t write regular entries. You can’t see the day to day. I tend to write when I’m desperate and I don’t know which way to turn. I write whe...

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Hypothetically speaking, is it better: …to be alone and pining for someone…anyone, than to be with someone you’re not completely sure you’re supposed to be with? …to lie awake in worry or with...

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I’m on the downside of another trying week here at the saltmines. Ugh. I was taken off guard at one of my meetings on Tuesday, put on the spot, and was completely ambushed. Boss was agitated ...

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It occurs to me that maybe I should get back into the swing of things and write an update about what’s going on outside my drama and worry (even though that seems to encompass everything). Lif...

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Oh boy. More drama last night. I swear, if I make it out alive I will be the strongest woman on earth. Don’t really need to get into it. Things are okay now…we’re still talking and talking a...

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Well. First things first, I have to thank everyone who noted me yesterday and today (publicly and privately). I normally don’t want to use my diary to solicit advice, but yesterday I almost cr...

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…drops. Or the rug unravels. Or something. Will somebody please help me out with this one? I don’t think I’m coming across to Grrrrrr like he needs to hear it. And it means the end of us i...

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Hello! It’s me again. The REAL me again. The houseguests are gone, and I’m back from a business trip to Los Angeles. It’s been a very long and trying three weeks, and I’m slooooowly getting ...

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…a family?! How unbelievably amazing is this? It sort of freaks me out–sometimes in a good way, sometimes in the scariest of all ways. I’m sorry, still no time to write. Things are good. We...

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So. I got to ride in a limo yesterday on the way to the airport!

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Grrrrr’s kids are coming TODAY!!! I’m still nervous about it, but more excited at this point than anything else. And you know what’s weird? You know how I’m totally stressing out about meetin...

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Let’s recap shall we? Grrrrr’s kids are coming on Monday, right? And yes, his ex-wife and her new husband are bringing them to the US because the lil’ Grrrrs are really too young to fly over...

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Wow. It feels like a million years. And it feels like I’ve been around the world and back. Oh yeah…I have. Ugh—a 16-day around-the-world business trip. Where am I? Where wasn’t I? I start...

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Started an entry a week ago. Updated and updated almost every day, but still didn’t feel like I had a real entry pulled together, so I just figured I’d scrap it and start over from scratch. ...

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