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So I skipped a couple of days, but I´m going to do like my therapist says and not beat myself up about it. Every day is a new opportunity to get back on track, right? So. [CN] and I made it t...

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I talked to EXMS tonight and asked him when he’d last been in the storage space, and he told me that it was the day he moved out. And I believe him for various reasons. I do believe that he le...

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Went down to the storage space tonight. What a mess. It makes me want to cry. All of my memories I thought I’d so neatly tucked away and put into a corner have been opened and dumped allllllll...

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I’m really stressed and in a spin. I have so much work to do (work wise and personally) it’s freaking me out. Need to start packing for Costa Rica. [CN] sent me an email yesterday asking what...

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OK. So I screwed up and didn’t really write an entry yesterday, and now I’ve run out of time today. I need to go to bed because I have to get up super early to finish a project for work. I’m ...

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These entries come later and later. I’m getting this one in just under the wire, I think…if I can get it out. Created a report that I was hoping to get out by end of workday today. Boss didn’...

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Um, yeah. Another day, another entry. Let’s see. I’m rapidly GAINING weight…what is UP with the colon cleanse? How can I possibly be bloated? My mini-quiches were made with broccoli and stu...

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I was supposed to hook up with LVG tonight (Las Vegas Guy…I met him years ago in Vegas, he came to visit me in The Great Midwest a time or two, and he’s working some kind of top secret project t...

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Okay, alright. I’m going to write a real entry with substance (I hope) today. Honestly, I do like writing an entry a day, but some days it’s hard to take seriously or get real thoughts out. ...

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I will write an entry every day. I will write an entry every day. I will write an entry every day. I will write an entry every day. I will write an entry every day. I will write an entry ...

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Swiped from [AMo]’s diary… 1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother’s & father’s middle names) Mae William 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother’s dad, father’s dad ) Willard Marion 3. ...

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Someone broke into one of my storage spaces. I’m not sure when. I haven’t been into the spaces since EXMS moved out. Just wasn’t able to bring myself to do it for some reason. So one of th...

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Got another big presentation this morning. What am I going to WEAR?? I’m happy it’s Friday. I’m really getting ramped up and there’s so much that I want to do! I’m so tired of being tired a...

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What I think I want to do to my place (of course, subject to change on a whim!): Dining Table: Found an antique place in a little town nearby. I’d found a trestle table there a few months ag...

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WOW! So much excitement is contagious!! I love it! I’m ready for fresh new ideas and a new way of thinking. Not only with the new regime, but with my life too. I think that little changes ar...

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Today, I elect to make it a good day. I have a confession that I’m truly ashamed of. I did not get out and early vote, and I can’t vote now because I’m in New York. I wanted to early vote, ...

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On my way back to NYC this morning. Another quickie trip, but it still disrupts things a bit and I’m going to have to scramble when I get back. I’m tired of travel (and to think, got the BIG C...

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Just back from another night out with the girls (and their guys). This time another birthday celebration (Anna’s…and we’re still squeaking mine in too) at a very expensive steak/seafood place c...

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I’m staring at a blank page. Not sure really where to start this NOJOMO. I guess I’ll just type whatever comes out. Remember yesterday, I said I needed to run out at lunchtime to gather the l...

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Time to shape up. Tomorrow is the beginning of NOJOMO, and not only am I going to need to get myself back in writing shape, I think it’s a great time to get the rest of my shit together, too. ...

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I know this situation is getting really old and tiresome, but that confrontation with EXMS has thrown me back into the depths of despair. And now that I really don’t have any sliver of hope to ...

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Shoulda written last night. Supposed to be getting ready for work. This will be quick. I woke on my 41st to tears. I woke on the sofa where I’d drifted off the night before. The morning jus...

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Tomorrow is my 41st birthday. TMG’s masquerade party was last night. When I jokingly suggested that we should combine it with my birthday, he agreed! In fact, even though I don’t really know...

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(Part 6 in a continuing [maybe not] series) Yeah, well. We are almost caught up to the present. In fact, I think I’ll speed through some stuff so I can simply catch up with my LIFE here. Yes...

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