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Uh oh. It’s hitting me tonight. A severe case of the lonelies. Damn. Just when I thought I was scot free. Nope. No such luck. I’m not weepy. Yet. But I have been running around and it f...

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I’m up earlier than I thought I’d be today. Shoulda bit the bullet and bought myself a turkey and some trimmings. Instead, I went to the market last night and bought a bunch of pre-made stuff ...

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Got drunk last night. Rip-roaring. Good thing is, I walked home! Bad thing is, I feel like hell. No, worse than that. The coffee I’m drinking is shitty. Pepperminty and chocolaty. Spoze...

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After I wrote that last entry all hell broke loose. I drank some more of that pepperminty coffee, and… BLAMMO! I immediately ran to the bathroom and had a small attack that rendered me somewh...

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It’s been decided. I will be spending Thanksgiving by myself. Even if Super T invites me (which he hasn’t, by the way…don’t have much choice, now do I?), I feel like I’ve pushed the issue beyo...

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Woke up first thing this morning analyzing and reanalyzing. Replaying every moment of our time together over the weekend. Super T and me. I don’t want to think about him so much, but these th...

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Back from my Dallas trip. Feeling a little….eh. The meetings with my old company went fairly well. It was kinda fun to be sitting on the other side of the business, but nerve-wracking nonethe...

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Just a quick check-in. I think things are moving along. Still quite overwhelmed by the whole work thing, but there’s just no use in worrying. It just makes matters worse. The travel has been...

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Taking a little break here. I’ve gotten myself all worked up over tomorrow’s friggin presentation. Here’s the shitty part: I tried to go to the office yesterday to pick up the paperwork that ...

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I’ll start this entry and then I’ll come back and finish when I get some other things done. It’s so nice to be here in the weekend! Hooray! Philadelphia was…well, busy! I didn’t know that th...

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Touching base before I leave on another trip. Philly this time [waving to DMT]. Gah. I do like to travel, but I also like to have things at least a little settled also. I feel really discomb...

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I’m painting my bathroom this weekend. The color’s called Drama Red. I wanted a beautiful, deep, rich, velvety look to contrast with the white tiling that covers most of the walls halfway up a...

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Just flew in from NYC. Uh yeah. Another wonderful trip. How much do I love New York? Lots. Especially since there is such a cute Canadian hottie there just waiting to take me out every ti...

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It’s Saturday morning and I feel a bit rested. Now I can report some of the noteworthy events that took place over the time I was gone and during the move: I turned 35. Ouch. The birthday d...

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Events of move, continued from previous entry… Worked Tues., Wed., Thurs. Still a blur of uncharted territory. Made plans to go to NYC next week to get into the groove. I’m going to love thi...

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Yes. I told you I’d be back! I would love to say that I’m here and I’m settled in and feel wonderful, but the truth is, I’m sitting amid mountains of boxes and paper and wires and cables and s...

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Just got back in. Drove to new location last Sunday. Drive didn’t suck thanks to the mobile phone and some fun conversations (special thanks to my special OD pal). Also thanks to my CD playe...

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Whoops. One more thing. As I prepare for the movers to come, I just realized that I may not be back here until after my final move. My new apartment’s not going to be ready for me to move i...

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I am bound and determined to write an entry tonight. I already started a sickeningly sappy one, but I got a tummy ache when I reread it. So I guess I’ll try to write an entry where I don’t gus...

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Back from The Great Midwestern Apartment Hunt. Was successful, I think. I looked at several places. Some with the help of Angie, the rental agent, some with the advice of a fellow OD-er, some...

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Whoa. I knew this month would be a wild emotional rollercoaster, but it is almost out of control. The highs are practically in outer space while the lows sink me down into uncharted waters. L...

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Oy. The stuff I’m finding as I clean out my desk drawers and closets and files and storage. I’m a sentimental person to begin with. This is memory overload!! This moving business is very hard on...

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I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard someone tell me that after meeting Super T. I’ve introduced him to a huge number of my friends and colleagues now, and everyone…I mean everyone says ...

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Had to wait a torturous amount of time before I could hand Big Boss my letter of resignation. Our meeting wasn’t until 1:00, and by that time I’d just about come unglued. I couldn’t eat a thin...

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Today’s the day that I march right into Big Boss’s office and tell her to shove this job right up her ass. The only reason I’m not doing it to Mr. Peepers is that he’s out of the country for an...

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