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Trip to North Carolina last week was somewhat of a waste. Though it was fun getting to know some of my co-workers better, cool to see the big corporate headquarters, awesome to go back at this ...

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I’ve stared at this very screen for what seems like days now trying to write something. Anything. Why is this so hard lately? E-mail came the other day. An old friend of mine who lives in H...

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Feeling better today, even though I practically spent the night at work last night and came in early. There’s so much to do, and I’m starting to get that overwhelmed feeling again. But for som...

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Been sort of overwhelmed by the fact that time seems to be flying by lately. I can’t believe I’ve been here six months now. I really can’t. New job. New surroundings. New everything. But ...

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Didn’t go to NY this week. Too much stuff to do in the office this week. Plus, Crazy Tony is coming to town tomorrow, and he’s bringing Maria…who wants to go trollin’ tomorrow night. I say, g...

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Eh. Nothing to say lately. Well, nothing that doesn’t come out sounding simple, petty and trite. I don’t know what’s going on with me these days. Just not really into anything. Wanting to s...

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Haven’t been writing. I think it’s because I don’t really feel like I’m moving in the right direction. I feel stagnant. In fact, in some respects, I’m moving backwards. No major work stuff going...

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Wrote this around 2:30 this morning: Having trouble sleeping tonight, so I got up to write an entry. But I’m having trouble writing too. Urg. Not sure why I’m all in a tizz, but I woke with ...

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Last night I went to see The Pianist with Mr. Unmentionable. I was happy when he called me and asked me if I wanted to go. Been wanting to see it for a while now, and I was glad to see him too. ...

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Allowed myself to be a slug yesterday. Pretty much all day. New York was fun as always, but proved to wear me out again. Suppose it was because I blew it out the first night I got there and s...

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Well, it’s the eve of yet another New York trip, and for the first time in about nine months, Canuk won’t be there. And I miss him. And I can tell that he’s blowing me off. Sure, I know that ...

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So the healing process from this last dental procedure isn’t going as smoothly as I thought. My mouth started really hurting on Wednesday after my folks left, and by Thursday night, I was in su...

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Mom and Dad came to see me and to baby me through this whole dental process. They came up Monday night, and I was so happy to see them! I know this wasn’t a pleasure cruise for them. They’d d...

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Okay. This may not mean much to some of you, but my wonderful dentist just CALLED ME to check up on me and make sure that I’m doing okay! Never in my 35 years have I ever had a doctor or a den...

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And what exactly did I accomplish yesterday? Um. Well, I cleaned the apartment, started some of the sketches, and went outside to play. I have yet to do the Target thing. That will have to ...

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Make Target Run–I am so out of everything. Need stuff like cat food and dental floss and toilet cleaner. This is what happens when you travel and come home and just plop everything in the m...

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It’s Monday morning and I’m back at my own chunk of a computer at home now. Compared to the laptop, it feels huge, but I’m home. Was so happy to walk in the door and see the kitty. He snuggle...

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Can it be that I was here almost a decade ago and it seems so close to yesterday? As I walk down Antwerp’s cobblestone streets in the mist towards the cathedral and the city’s center, it all co...

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No time to really write an entry. I’ve got to pack all my shit and leave London for Belgium in just a few minutes now. But of course, I couldn’t resist a peek at OD and my e-mail. Was at ...

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Last night’s little exercise in “faking it” was just plain foolish. I should know better. Secret Agent Guy is so not for me. I thought that maybe I could psych myself into liking him. Nope. ...

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Procrastinating on the packing. I just want to sit here and type, type, type. My apartment’s a mess, and I’m supposed to do something with my friend Kim tonight. But it’s already after six an...

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Yes folks, the passport expediting service does really work! I left work early to make sure there were no SNAFUs with the service or FedEx, and sure enough, when I walked through the door of my...

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Having lots of trouble dragging my ass out of bed in the morning lately. Not really sure why. I’ve always been so good at getting up super early. Maybe all those mornings of getting up so ear...

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Sitting here this morning. Just don’t feel like going into work this morning. Of course I will. It’s just the procrastination bug is hitting me hard right now. Never did find the damn pass...

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Dude sleeps in my bed as I write this quick entry. He didn’t get in my bed until I got out of it at 9:00 this morning. He fell asleep on my couch last night, and though I pretended to be aslee...

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