Nemoquenihil
I'm over existing in limbo. I'm over the myths and placebos. I don't really mind if I just fade away. I'm ready to live with my family. I'm ready to die in obscurity.
You are what you do, when it counts.
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or are you as blind as me? in 0. More of the Same.
Save your Prayers in 0. More of the Same.
Ashley did not get the promotion. I was wrong though, they promoted a woman who already works for the company. They told Ashley that she’s perfect for the job, since she’s already doin...
Nothing exciting. in 0. More of the Same.
I had some things planned for this entry. Super deep thoughts and possibly the answers to whatever ails you. But then I got bored and forgot. So here instead is some music I was li...
Just get to the point like a bottlenose. in 0. More of the Same.
Even if I wasn’t.. no one would know. Everyone depends on me to be there for them. It’s not like I can go to them and tell them I’m having problems. I know I’ve tried. It’s ignored and I’m...
Everyone seems so far away from me. in 0. More of the Same.
I never knew what disassociating was, or what it meant. Dissociate (Psychological/Clinical): Refers to a mind involuntarily detaching from reality, memories, or feelings, usually as a surviva...
Take a number. in 0. More of the Same.
How we survive. It’s what makes us who we are. To busy/lazy to bother writing today.
Keep your chin up and power through. in 0. More of the Same.
Is this a blessing or a curse? I can’t be the only one that’s scared to be alone. Yawn. Another day. It’s hard to focus on work when I know it’s a 3 day week. And next week I really need...
More Lies. in 0. More of the Same.
Since we moved in a year ago, the property management company has been months behind on the bills, they insisted/forced us to use their service so I would get my electric/water bills months aft...
Uneventful. in 0. More of the Same.
I’m sure I’ve put these up before, but since I’m really the only one reading, it doesn’t matter. Wrapped up things on Thursday at the old place. Last thing left was 2 trash bags and a 2 sto...
Does anybody care? I had to stay at work till 5, c-suite people don’t call the help desk. Last time they were in town one of them showed up at 4:59 to demand something and shockingly enough...
Mistakes were made. in 0. More of the Same.
I decided to swing by the old place to pick up some stuff. Ashley says there’s not a lot, but I don’t trust her to gauge that. After 3 weeks the property management company finally sent someo...
Trust me. in 0. More of the Same.
Well this weekend was a wash. I woke up promptly saturday at 430, took me 20 minutes to get out of bed, even then couldn’t straighten all the way up, or bend over any more, so i limped and fel...
I should know better. in 0. More of the Same.
Had to call off work yesterday, woke up went to shave and could barely stand. Apparently me not being in pain was delayed. Spent the day getting high and playing Path of Exile 2. Probably s...
Some day in 0. More of the Same.
Bojack Horseman. The end of one of the seasons had this song, and while I already liked the song, it really hit home there. One of the quotes from Bojack is from the ghost written book by Di...
I will buy you a new life. in 0. More of the Same.
*”I hate those people who love to tell you money is the root of all that kills. They have never been poor they have never had the joy of a welfare Christmas.” * Moving sucks. The amount of pe...
Life swung first. in 0. More of the Same.
Sic in 0. More of the Same.
Not much else to say.
For you. in 0. More of the Same.
It’s a beautiful world.
The mess I used to be... in 0. More of the Same.
I had some well thought out entry to write about my son, and myself, and how being 20 living at your parents and etc etc. Of course I can’t remember now. But basically I remember being 20 an...
Open your eyes. in 0. More of the Same.
I, the Mask was a great album. I even wanted to make a D&D villain of sorts from the album cover. The idea was that there was people dying and every time they would see this grim reaper ty...
Spotify. in 0. More of the Same.
A long time ago I used to have my music in different playlists so i could listen to what i most felt like, simple playlists like ‘anger’ or ‘happy’ just general things. But there was too many ...
I don't like this, end it all. in 0. More of the Same.
Such is life, no?
One page at a time. in 0. More of the Same.
Nothing clever to say today.
Am I a ghost of the man I used to be? in 0. More of the Same.
I’ve told you before, that these are the days we will always remember So keep your chin up and power through I’ve kept a clear perception of the path I’ve chosen to take By never straying too f...
Everything is so green outside my head. in 0. More of the Same.
Years ago I quit drinking. Not for my health, not for my kids. But because I was so self destructive. One is too many, and a million just ain’t enough. I get high for the feeling. Or c...
