Nemoquenihil
I'm over existing in limbo. I'm over the myths and placebos. I don't really mind if I just fade away. I'm ready to live with my family. I'm ready to die in obscurity.
You are what you do, when it counts.
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Sic in 0. More of the Same.
Not much else to say.
For you. in 0. More of the Same.
It’s a beautiful world.
The mess I used to be... in 0. More of the Same.
I had some well thought out entry to write about my son, and myself, and how being 20 living at your parents and etc etc. Of course I can’t remember now. But basically I remember being 20 an...
Open your eyes. in 0. More of the Same.
I, the Mask was a great album. I even wanted to make a D&D villain of sorts from the album cover. The idea was that there was people dying and every time they would see this grim reaper ty...
Spotify. in 0. More of the Same.
A long time ago I used to have my music in different playlists so i could listen to what i most felt like, simple playlists like ‘anger’ or ‘happy’ just general things. But there was too many ...
I don't like this, end it all. in 0. More of the Same.
Such is life, no?
One page at a time. in 0. More of the Same.
Nothing clever to say today.
Am I a ghost of the man I used to be? in 0. More of the Same.
I’ve told you before, that these are the days we will always remember So keep your chin up and power through I’ve kept a clear perception of the path I’ve chosen to take By never straying too f...
Everything is so green outside my head. in 0. More of the Same.
Years ago I quit drinking. Not for my health, not for my kids. But because I was so self destructive. One is too many, and a million just ain’t enough. I get high for the feeling. Or c...
Not sure who needs this. in 0. More of the Same.
Nobody likes you more than when you’re being yourself. My birthday is coming up, to be clear it’s an anniversary of my birth. Technically you only have 1 birthday. But that’s me nitpicking ...
Make a decision. in 0. More of the Same.
I’m posting, not daily but sometimes. It’s still not writing, I’m not sure what to say. So instead I just keep posting videos of songs. Like these. I remember when this song came out. It ...
You could never understand. in 0. More of the Same.
Drugs in 0. More of the Same.
My brother introduced me to this artist. He said it was the closest to explaining his addiction he could share with me. I want to believe that he wanted to move up to Ohio to get clean. I ...
A perfect world on a perfect day. in 0. More of the Same.
More music.
The mess I used to be... in 0. More of the Same.
Too much to do. Here’s a song.
Say Something. in 0. More of the Same.
People come and go, but eventually… everyone leaves. In some way or another. I noticed that I’m really only writing for one person. And it’s not me. I’m not interesting or committed enough ...
I'm a Ghost in 0. More of the Same.
That’s really about it. There was a year or two of me in miserable pain but I don’t really feel like discussing it anymore. My pain has … i don’t know if it’s lessened, or more than likely ...
Light up another god damn smoke in 0. More of the Same.
The American healthcare system is a fucking joke. As an American who never ever needed it before becoming injured, but still had to pay insurance all the time it’s… beyond frustrating. First...
Salvation is found alone in 0. More of the Same.
Interestingly enough This video won’t play from here, can’t embed it either, you’ll have to go to you tube to watch it. So here’s a Spotify link as well. I believe the music fits the tone....
We were never made to last. in 0. More of the Same.
Therapy started on a Friday. I was already exhausted from everything else but I had to get in and start this or I’d lose my short term disability. The PT guy explained that most likely i jus...
Do you feel it? in 0. More of the Same.
3 years ago today we laid my brother to rest. It always sneaks up on me and just leaves me feeling… Anger? Grief? Rage? Sad? Whatever. Here’s some music that helps me when I’m upset and ca...
How could I say goodbye. in 0. More of the Same.
During the phone call from the ICU they informed me that although I’m the emergency contact, I am not the next of kin. That would fall to his daughters, but they are both under the age of 18. ...
Save your Breath. in 0. More of the Same.
6 years. It just seems so much longer than that. I can’t even remember all of it. So let’s try for the ‘high’ points, maybe later I’ll go back and explain more, but at this point. If you weren...
Now. in 1. Sometimes giving up is the only way.
This site is mess. Specifically my books and what not. I’ll need to sit and sort through this if I decide to come back. It’s not quite the same as it used to be. Also. It’s been 6 years sin...
And in 1. Sometimes giving up is the only way.
now something. Has kept me here too long and now…
