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I will buy you a new life.
*”I hate those people who love to tell you money is the root of all that kills. They have never been poor they have never had the joy of a welfare Christmas.” * Moving sucks. The amount of pe...
Life swung first.
Sic
Not much else to say.
For you.
It’s a beautiful world.
The mess I used to be...
I had some well thought out entry to write about my son, and myself, and how being 20 living at your parents and etc etc. Of course I can’t remember now. But basically I remember being 20 an...
Open your eyes.
I, the Mask was a great album. I even wanted to make a D&D villain of sorts from the album cover. The idea was that there was people dying and every time they would see this grim reaper ty...
Spotify.
A long time ago I used to have my music in different playlists so i could listen to what i most felt like, simple playlists like ‘anger’ or ‘happy’ just general things. But there was too many ...
I don't like this, end it all.
Such is life, no?
One page at a time.
Nothing clever to say today.
Am I a ghost of the man I used to be?
I’ve told you before, that these are the days we will always remember So keep your chin up and power through I’ve kept a clear perception of the path I’ve chosen to take By never straying too f...
Everything is so green outside my head.
Years ago I quit drinking. Not for my health, not for my kids. But because I was so self destructive. One is too many, and a million just ain’t enough. I get high for the feeling. Or c...
Not sure who needs this.
Nobody likes you more than when you’re being yourself. My birthday is coming up, to be clear it’s an anniversary of my birth. Technically you only have 1 birthday. But that’s me nitpicking ...
Make a decision.
I’m posting, not daily but sometimes. It’s still not writing, I’m not sure what to say. So instead I just keep posting videos of songs. Like these. I remember when this song came out. It ...
You could never understand.
Drugs
My brother introduced me to this artist. He said it was the closest to explaining his addiction he could share with me. I want to believe that he wanted to move up to Ohio to get clean. I ...
A perfect world on a perfect day.
More music.
The mess I used to be...
Too much to do. Here’s a song.
Say Something.
People come and go, but eventually… everyone leaves. In some way or another. I noticed that I’m really only writing for one person. And it’s not me. I’m not interesting or committed enough ...
I'm a Ghost
That’s really about it. There was a year or two of me in miserable pain but I don’t really feel like discussing it anymore. My pain has … i don’t know if it’s lessened, or more than likely ...
Light up another god damn smoke
The American healthcare system is a fucking joke. As an American who never ever needed it before becoming injured, but still had to pay insurance all the time it’s… beyond frustrating. First...
Salvation is found alone
Interestingly enough This video won’t play from here, can’t embed it either, you’ll have to go to you tube to watch it. So here’s a Spotify link as well. I believe the music fits the tone....
We were never made to last.
Therapy started on a Friday. I was already exhausted from everything else but I had to get in and start this or I’d lose my short term disability. The PT guy explained that most likely i jus...
Do you feel it?
3 years ago today we laid my brother to rest. It always sneaks up on me and just leaves me feeling… Anger? Grief? Rage? Sad? Whatever. Here’s some music that helps me when I’m upset and ca...
How could I say goodbye.
During the phone call from the ICU they informed me that although I’m the emergency contact, I am not the next of kin. That would fall to his daughters, but they are both under the age of 18. ...
Save your Breath.
6 years. It just seems so much longer than that. I can’t even remember all of it. So let’s try for the ‘high’ points, maybe later I’ll go back and explain more, but at this point. If you weren...
Book Description
After a long break, I’m back to write ever so often.
