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Thinking about new decisions. in Since OD is shutting down....
My day off is coming to an end. I ended up not doing anything today because everything I wanted to get done wasn’t going to happen because of the holiday. I’ve just watched tv and enjoyed resting...
Disconnected. in Since OD is shutting down....
Now that my niece went home and I’ve showered, I feel a bit better about things. I’ve now taken my Tylenol PM and am laying here in my bed waiting to get sleepy. I have my phone on silent and wil...
I just suck. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I worked 34 hours this week which is alright. Not as much as I wanted but it’s not bad. My next check goes straight to rent so I’m living on tips until the check after. I am so sick of even ta...
Feeling stronger today. in Since OD is shutting down....
Today is already starting out to be a better day. I woke up to some sunshine and the wind isn’t blowing so that already puts me in a better mood. The boss text and ask if I could pick up some peo...
Fuck today. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so it’s not been a good day for me and I’m just glad to finally be at home, in my pajamas getting warm. It’s been super cold and rainy today and is supposed to be like this all week which...
Cable, users and abusers. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so my days off have been excellent. I got so much done today and was able to buy a new pair of jeans that actually fit!!! I’m enjoying just sitting here by myself doing nothing because by...
What to do. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I put in my 45 hours last week and still feel pretty tired. I wish I could just stay home today and rest but I have to leave for work in about 2 hours. They called me to come earlier but by th...
WTF is up with people?!?!?! in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I just finished another work with with 37.5 hours, 20 of them just today and yesterday. I’m pretty fucking tired and going to bed once I get done writing this. I have a couple of thing...
Some other stuff. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had a couple of other things I didn’t write about in my last entry. One of them being my side affects to the Belviq. I quit taking it last Tuesday and feel so much better. I just had ongoing co...
Another day in the life of me. in Since OD is shutting down....
Glad to have another work week over with. Yesterday I worked all fucking day and it was hotter than shit inside of my store. I about lost my mind. It was super hard to concentrate and everyone wa...
More Treadmill DRAMA! in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so this morning I wake up and check my bank account and I had a charge of $482.89 taken out. I immediately call the bank to find out what the hell it’s for and they didn’t know but said that i...
Time, money, crazy week. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been just a whirlwind of craziness this week. Between not getting enough sleep, work, my niece and trying to get my house cleaned up, I’m just exhausted. My niece stayed over last night and ...
Life is just crazy. in Since OD is shutting down....
So there’s been something going on here in my town that has completely rocked me. There’s this guy that’s brothers to a guy my brother and I both know that beat a 21 month old boy so bad that he ...
Changes and Eric. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve decided that starting today I’m gonna get back on my diet all the way and stop convincing myself that I need fast food or junk food. It’s gonna be a hard habit to break because I’ve been ...
Work d-bag, sleep, Belviq, ERIC. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so work has been going alright with the exception of the GM being a little big for his britches and doesn’t know how to handle situations properly. He yelled at me for an issue that I tho...
My birthday/work/Eric. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my birthday was incredible. I got my nails done and then my parents brought me a cake, balloon, a card and $20. Then my brother brought me another cake and then I had to work until 9:30 and th...
Eric, I think I've realized something. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yeah okay so .......................Eric came over last night and we had sex for about 3 hours. It was absolutely incredible and I couldn’t have asked for a better experience with someone. We did...
Work, an apology I never thought I'd get. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I went to work and busted serious ass for 2 hours, I only made $15 and then I got off. I left there and had to come home because I ripped my pants and had to change them. Thank God nob...
Decision has been made. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m going back to my old job. I’ve been up all night tossing and turning thinking about everything and decided that it’s best for me to go back to my old job. I know that it’s a bunch of bullshit...
Concerned. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve been doing some thinking about my new job. I’m not happy at all about my schedule and wondering if should text my old boss about going back there. My new boss has scheduled me to close Th...
New job, my brother, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I worked 11-1pm at new job yesterday and then 4-9pm at my old job yesterday. I’m pretty fucking tired because I’ve had to be at the new job at 10 or 11am everyday this week and I hate ...
Anxiety setting in. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I have less than 24 hours before I have to start orientation for the new job. I feel very anxious but not enough to change my mind. I had a helluva time getting to sleep last night even though...
Yet another day in paradise. in Since OD is shutting down....
I want to start off by saying thank you to everyone for your notes and support since I don’t have have much of that in the flesh!!! I love logging on and seeing so many notes and the helpful thin...
Some people are just draining. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yesterday was just a shitty day all the way around. I was having a horrible day at work so I called my brother hoping he would be there for me and he wasn’t, like usual. He asked me if I had seen...
Honesty is NOT the best policy. in Since OD is shutting down....
Quick entry before I go to bed. So earlier this afternoon I drop the bomb about me finding another job and it didn’t go well. I start off saying that I can only commit to being able to work Tuesd...