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Wow. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday was the first day in weeks I actually felt like I was going to get through the day without a nap or be tired early in my night. I threw a bunch of stuff away to make more room for ba...
Fuck this place. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so last night we had our Christmas party. There was 2 girls that were to text me so we could meet up and walk in together (I didn’t want to deal with awkward like last year) that didn’t get ...
New number. in Since OD is shutting down....
Last night was more than I could handle with Eric. He’s just such a mean, argumentative person and I finally had enough. He loves to blame me for EVERYTHING, be just as nasty as possible, and say...
Bored. in Since OD is shutting down....
Since I haven’t had cable for a couple of months now, I’m stuck watching movies or old episodes of Roseanne that I have on DVD. There’s a few things I watch on Netflix and Huluplus but I’m just g...
Another day. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday I get a letter in the mail saying I need to go to some job workshop thing on the 28th so I called and made sure they knew I had a fucking job. The lady said that maybe it’s because I...
I'm going to be okay. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve done a lot of thinking and talking to my friend to realize that whether anyone makes any effort with me and my pregnancy, I’m going to be just fine. I’ve allowed myself to be super upset and...
Super emotional. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had a very busy day. I’ve been up since 7am and it’s my day off. I talked to my friend, took a shower, made some phone calls, wrote a check for my electric bill and then saw my buddy in the hos...
Decent last couple of days. in Since OD is shutting down....
I worked all day Saturday and finally told most of my co-workers about my child. Everyone was super supportive. There was a couple that were completely shocked too. I just felt like I was hiding ...
Suppository, no support system. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I finally broke down and did a suppository. I did juice, stool softeners, Miralax, Milk Of Magnesia and a shit ton of water, and still nothing. I finally went within about 5 minutes and feel s...
New OB, constipation. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve had some issues with constipation and yesterday I had a really bad stomachache right away in the morning so I call and talk to my nurse. The second I mention the word constipated, she sta...
7 weeks!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
Today has been ridiculously busy for me and I was about to scream by the time I finally got home. I had to go to the food bank this morning because I’m so broke and needed some damn food. Honestl...
I have more to say. in Since OD is shutting down....
I definitely don’t mean to be negative or anything but this is really my only outlet, next to my friend that calls every morning on her way to work. I’m really sad that I don’t have more people t...
Day off. in Since OD is shutting down....
I haven’t done much today and didn’t really hear from anyone. I talked to my Mom about my brother blowing me off and she just wants to know what I have to say. I don’t bother telling her because ...
Today was awful. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’m scheduled 3 days next week. Just 3. Well, my boss left the GM a note and what not. I walk into work this morning and this guy ripped me a new one as I was clocking in right in fron...
Blocked. in Since OD is shutting down....
So Eric left today. He blew up my phone all night long and I didn’t respond because I do this crazy thing called sleep at 1am. I woke up this morning, talked to my friend and then passed the fuck...
I don't even know where to start. in Since OD is shutting down....
Eric and I finally hung out last night after his wishy/washy crap for the past few days. He bought me dinner at Perkins and we were getting along pretty well. We came home and watched a little bi...
Some light in this tunnel. in Since OD is shutting down....
I called today and was approved for Medicaid and food stamps. It makes me happy because now I can go to the dr and not worry about medical bills. I go to my first appointment on Monday and I’m ho...
I'm over everybody! in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s stressful to be pregnant with no support system whatsoever and then having people be super negative!! I honestly don’t feel like anyone is on my team at all and doesn’t have anything decent ...
Ugh!!!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
So there’s a lot of new stress I’ve gotten to deal with, just today. I applied for Medicaid and Food Stamps and today I’m told I’m overbudget so I’ve had to reach out to my boss and get my manage...
Whoa.....!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
I haven’t written in a while because my fucking internet wasn’t working and I had to wait for someone to come fix it. I’ve been busy working and dealing with not making a lot of money and getting...
Work bs, car appt. in Since OD is shutting down....
So work has been getting to me a lot this week. Seriously. To the point of me thinking about either getting a second job or moving on all together. My boss showed up the other day and told me tha...
Same shit, different day. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so last night sucked. I didn’t make shit and my family managed to piss me off at work because they treated me like shit. I don’t say anything about it to my co-workers because I don’t wan...
Dr appt, work today. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s going to be so hard going to work after having the past 3 days off. It’s been super nice because I’ve slept a lot, laid around, and got the house cleaned up. I have to leave soon to clean ou...
Busy. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so I have been massively busy lately. It all started last Saturday when I worked 12 hours and because my manager got mad at me, he threw my food away so I was sick as shit until I got off and ...
Anxiety is a mother. in Since OD is shutting down....
So this morning I had to go sign more paperwork to have a service animal. I am only to have one and I know that I’m going to need to re-home 2 of them. I know that it doesn’t have to happen immed...
