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Work schedule. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I was at work all day yesterday like I always am on Saturday’s and started thinking really hard about how difficult it is physically and kept trying to figure out what I was going to tell the ...
Frustrated. To the fucking max. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I went to court. Well he got it moved so I get to worry about this for 3 more weeks. I guess he told the judge that he wasn’t going to be able to make it due to work and midterms. I asked a...
More to stress about. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so he messaged my friend today saying that he wasn’t going to be able to make it to court but was going to request a conference call or CCTV. This brings on a whole new level of worry. I calle...
Still upset. in Since OD is shutting down....
I went to bed about 7pm last night. I was just so frustrated and not feeling good because my blood sugar was so fucking high. I’m honestly so tired of people not giving any kind of a fuck about m...
Ultrasound. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my friend came with me. It was just her and I of course. My family of course just could not bring themselves to care enough to be there. My brother asked how it went and I sent him a long mess...
Sick game. in Since OD is shutting down....
You just can’t get anywhere with certain people, no matter what they’ve done to you or how hard you try. I never got to go with to get LO from school and never heard back so I messaged my brother...
Ultrasound tomorrow! in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m just enjoying my day off. Saturday I worked 11 hours and was pretty much dead yesterday. I took a nap and then my brother, his girlfriend, and my niece came over for awhile yesterday. Apparen...
Back to bullshit again. in Since OD is shutting down....
So It looks like I’m going to my ultrasound by myself. I talked to my Mom yesterday because I haven’t heard from her for a few days and decided to give her a call and see what she’s up to. She in...
Feeling somewhat overwhelmed. in Since OD is shutting down....
I was feeling super overwhelmed yesterday because I’m short on my rent and I have someone who owes me money and I’m not sure when I’ll get it and i have to mail my rent check today so it’s there ...
Woo-hoo!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ve been cold as fuck all day so I was napping on the couch and got the call that Eric has been SERVED!!! I asked when and where and they just said in the town where he lives. It kind...
Slept a lot today. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve taken numerous naps on the couch and just enjoyed watching tv. I threw up and took yet another nap. I think I ate too much or something but I was laying on the couch and felt my body tempera...
Good weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....
I only worked about 20 hours last week because it was so dead. I didn’t make much all week and was glad to get out of there by 4 on Saturday for little one’s birthday party. We had a really fun t...
Counseling. in Since OD is shutting down....
i had my appointment a little bit ago and I want to write about the things my counselor said before I forget. He said that it’s possible Eric doesn’t know that he’s fucked up and it’s easier for ...
I get it. in Since OD is shutting down....
Work was pretty decent tonight. We weren’t as busy as we expected due to the snow but I still managed to make $51. I’m happy with that. I’m glad I was able to stay few extra minutes too. My brot...
Abuse. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday was yet another day of drama, insults, and abuse. Eric wouldn’t leave my friend alone and had yet more nasty things to say. He had sent her a message that read “she and that ugly lit...
Random thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had a pretty good night at work last night and hope tonight is just as good. I gotta get gas, go to the bank and get my car washed before I get there today. I really wish I could ever nap befor...
And even more shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alrighty so I have been waiting to hear if Eric’s been served or not. I finally called and apparently he hasn’t and was told that if they think he’s hiding, they may extend the court date and if ...
Work week is over finally. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ugh, I have been up since 6am. I don’t know why, probably just glad it’s my Friday and I have the next 2 days off. I got my oil changed this morning and I have a friend that works there so he gav...
More thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have counseling soon so I’m going to make this quick. Since I took the paperwork to the Sheriff’s Office, I finally feel like I have some control over this situation. Whether he was just saying...
More shit happened. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ll start with yesterday. Eric had messaging my friend all morning talking about how once it’s confirmed the baby is his, he can just sign over his rights and ‘that’s that’ and then a...
Weekend, BD drama. in Since OD is shutting down....
The weekend was absolutely wonderful. My Mom spent the night Sunday night. We got groceries, went to the dollar store and we bought a shit ton of baby clothes for some lady for $20. We went throu...
Anxiety, stress, headaches! in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m not sure even how to start talking about this shit. It all started a couple of days ago when I let my anxiety get the best of me really bad where when I think about something too long, I get ...
Child Support. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve gotten several notes about child support that are super informative and I get a lot out of hearing other people’s stories. There’s been several women who’ve wrote me about not filing and I t...
Whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I decide to creep Eric’s facebook page this morning. He’s posted a new profile picture with his girlfriend. This definitely hurts in more ways than one and I need to stop lurking because it...
Inspection, cat wound, Mom and brother came. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so my inspection was to be Friday at 2pm. My Mom came and helped me get the cats into the car, hide all the cat stuff just for the stupid landlord to be fucking late. I finally call her and sh...
