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Bills, back to work. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ugh, so I have to send my rent check today. I paid my dental insurance as well. I was almost 2 months behind because I didn’t have enough to pay it with my last check. It really sucks not being a...
Feeling alright. in Since OD is shutting down....
I talked to my friend this morning and then got an appointment with lawyer for the middle of May, picked up circus ticket and went to counseling. I’m definitely glad I went because my counselor r...
What's best. in Since OD is shutting down....
I go to work in a couple of hours. I just had another prenatal appointment. Baby’s heart rate is 152 and my blood pressure is good but she didn’t say what it was. They increased one of my dosage ...
And there's more. in Since OD is shutting down....
So today’s bullshit is that he plans on getting help where he lives now because he doesn’t want to come back here. If he doesn’t want to come back before the baby is born, then chances are he’s n...
What I want. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I guess he told my friend yesterday that he plans to return in a couple of weeks and get into counseling as soon as he gets here. She didn’t send me these screenshots. She also didn’t send me ...
I want better. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I stupidly took a late nap this afternoon and then woke up feeling super grumpy and detached. It took me almost 2 hours to feel completely awake and the grumpy that I felt never went away. I h...
Couple things. in Since OD is shutting down....
The first thing I need to talk about is something that happened last night at work. My manager and another dude were giving me a hard time about me only working 20 hours a week. They don’t unders...
Bad day. in Since OD is shutting down....
My day was fine until I went outside to check the mail and my brother and niece were outside. She called my name and waved. I waved back and hurried to get inside. It killed me that she just stoo...
Easter. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m yet spending another holiday alone. I got up this morning and had to get a few last minute things from the store for my stew. Friday afternoon I spent 2 hours cleaning out my bedroom closet a...
Negativity is getting super old. in Since OD is shutting down....
Again I want to make this extremely clear: this is MY diary and I’ll write whatever the fuck I want. I tend to be a very passionate person and will write about what’s upsetting me and say whateve...
The drama continues. in Since OD is shutting down....
He’s been messaging my friend since yesterday. He started by saying how he fessed up to his mistakes and now will be paying for it for the next 5 years. I guess he said he was hoping I would have...
Fatigue, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been massively tired lately and I struggle to get through the day. I got some sample prenatal pills from my OB and took them today and yesterday but now I’m constipated so I can’t keep tak...
My week is finally over. in Since OD is shutting down....
The work week was okay but just glad to finally get to be at home. I’ve been super tired today and napped a couple of times. Being pregnant is more than exhausting and I worry how much more tired...
House cleaning. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got up this morning and cleaned up my house. It looks beautiful. I remember how I used to clean every day before I got pregnant and now that I’m tired and don’t have the same energy, it only ge...
Accomplished!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
I had so much stuff to do since last week and it’s finally all done! I got tags on Thursday, Court on Friday, moved the car yesterday, got my parking pass today along with my medications, baby cl...
I can finally breathe!!! in Since OD is shutting down....
So! Court went very well. He did show up. I had to tell them why I wanted the RO and show proof of him threatening to kill me and the sex tape. When it was his turn to speak, he told them how he’...
Yeah. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so court is Friday. He’s continued to message my friend and talk about how he’s unable to come due to not being able to afford it and now claims he’s on unemployment. I personally think h...
New friend, anxiety. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve hung out with this girl I used to work with a long time ago. We went out to eat Friday night and then went shopping on Saturday. I was able to get 20 bodysuits for LO for $10 and then I w...
More stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
So last night I had yet another co-worker say something about me getting an abortion and I left super pissed off. I text my boss but she didn’t answer. I just don’t get how people think abortion ...
Hormones. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday after being alone for 2 days, my hormones were getting the best of me. It’s so crazy to cycle through a lot of negative emotions all day long. It didn’t help that the weather was col...
What to do. in Since OD is shutting down....
So he messaged my friend yesterday with a message stating that he didn’t want to be here anymore and had nothing to worth staying for and added a clip of that song ‘I don’t want to be here anymor...
Income tax, work, epiphany. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I am still waiting for my taxes. I’ve been checking the mail daily and it’s still not here. I didn’t check the website until today because I just figured it would still say it got sent and jus...
Hate and resentment. in Since OD is shutting down....
My days off were okay but I was completely by myself and alone in my own head for way too long and was in a full blown panic attack that started yesterday and didn’t stop until I went to work thi...
OMG. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I haven’t done much today either other than make a casserole for lunch and something I can eat for dinner all week. I was napping on the couch when I was woke up to a cat throwing up on the fl...
Psycho. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my friend told me that Eric had posted a profile picture of himself and said something about he was crying in that picture because he had revealed to his girlfriend he may or may not be a Dad....
