Entries 216

Page 7 of 9

I'm sure I have pointed this out before, but there is no worse feeling than that caused by hearing another person make your ex laugh. That is a soul cutter.

---

I think the worst thing in the world is the moment when you realize everything someone has said about you is true and you have just deluded yourself into thinking otherwise all along.

---

My first attempt at poetry in awhile and I'm pretty sure it is terrible but what the hell? Gave it a shot.

---

The morning sun shines brightly through the leaves outside. It shines for you like these feelings deep down inside. I bury them in the dark because I fear If I let them shine through, I'll never...

---

The rising sun is a stark reminder too soon that life not only does go on, but must go on without the ones we love by our sides.

---

Normally, I would get on here and bitch about my personal life and the things that are happening in my life, and while I could do it in this case, right now, I am not worried about me. See, one ...

---

My favorite time of the day. The sun has gone down, but just enough light remains for the shadows to come out and play before being swallowed by the dark.

---

If I have to choose between living my life or living my nightmares, I choose the nightmares. They are easier to figure out a solution to.

---

I can honestly say that I have never gone into finals week as uncertain of my future I am this one.

---

I am definitely an outside-the-box kind of thinker, but it has me wondering if it is possible to be so far outside the box that the box itself ceases to exist.

---

I am just worn out today. I had multiple times where I woke up last night and every time I was asleep, I had a different nightmare. Just wish I could remember what they were about...

---

Inner strength is a well we draw from when things get tough. It is a renewable resource, but it can also run dry. When that happens, if there is nothing to renew us, what happens?

---

So there is this one video game series that I play. I have played all but one game in the series across multiple handhelds and platforms. That series is Kingdom Hearts. For those not in the kn...

---

So I am awake a little early today. Not really early by any stretch. Its after 7 AM, but I usually don't get fully awake until 8 or so. But I am just sitting here taking account of where thing...

---

I was just sitting in bed watching episodes of Law & Order: SVU and Revolution. In both instances, there were characters who were faced with great trials. One faced death by blood loss, whi...

---

Never really done one of these, but here goes... Age: 32 as of this past March Bed size: Queen(?), though may as be twin with the space the dogs leave me Chore you hate: Any kind of yardwork, ...

---

If you have ever seen Dogma, you know how that ends. I won't quote exactly, but the idea is that having ideas is better. It is much harder to change a belief. People will die and kill for thei...

---

So,while I usually address my readers, real or imaginary, I usually do not outright beg for feedback, but I am genuinely curious about something and could use some feedback, particularly from any...

---

I really do seem to go completely up and down in terms of my mood lately. The only positive is that the really down periods seem to be a whole lot shorter then they used to be. So I stopped bei...

---

The downward spiral continues. I suppose I should take heart in the fact that I wouldn't even know how to be a druggie or an alcoholic. I tried the alcohol thing for a few weeks, but my toleran...

---

Since I am writing this from my phone, that is all.

---

Believe it or not, this goes beyond my usual depressive stuff. Actually, this is a title for something I wrote about 13 years ago. At the time, I was writing for this one site. Now to let you ...

---

Some people might agree with me, some may not, but as I drove around earlier, I realized that there is a world of difference between good vs. evil and heroes vs. villains. I mean, good and evil ...

---

So reality has set back in, and probably none too soon. I went out for lunch today and it occurred to me why I should just be alone. My problem is that I tend to forget what I am at the first s...

---

I guess the title says it all, at least if you have read the last few entries here. I really don't know if anyone has been, but for the first time in a long time, I am not necessarily writing fo...

---