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I have this agreement with a friend of mine; no email unsent. I don’t have an agreement with y’all. I say this without prejudice, strictly speaking there is no contract implied or otherwise, no v...

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Without going back to actually read it, I believe I wrote an entry on chaos and then edited with a personal note on needing to ride the chaos instead of hide it. I don’t think it rhymed. I didn’t...

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Something came up a week or so ago that sort of confronted a thing-a-ma-bobby in my doo-hickey. Whew, I had to trivialize that first, I don’t know why, it’s like typing tourettes. And I made it ...

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I’m writing to keep from going mad,or, perhaps to exacerbate madness, but, most likely, to purge demons. Purged one yesterday; ex-wife. To tie that purge in with the general tone of most of the l...

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I left some words on the table. I could have gone back for them; I didn’t. ‘Let some other fool use them some other time,’ I thought ‘Maybe someone late to catch his train or someone with nowher...

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I went in the coffee house to duck the rain. Ten years ago it would have looked like a fifties diner. It didn’t. It was faux hipster with antiqued and shellacked wonderland posters. I paid the la...

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I didn’t really give up much on my trip with my friends. I was thinking too much about events and how little those would mean to y’all, both present and past. My relationship to the past events …...

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I just finished a sons of anarchy marathon. I don’t think I’ve eaten anything in the last two days, nothing I can remember. Those two things aren’t related, well, not directly, everything is rela...

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Bad things happening in my head. Um, bad as in things that aren’t supposed to happen, not morally abhorrent or Bad Ass. It’s ok, it’s only life or some reasonable facsimile thereof. Those of you ...

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There’s something in the air. Somethings. Some float, others dive, some are living, some are dead, some you used to know other are strangers. It’s an enclosed environment, which means, on some le...

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I didn’t write here the other day. I don’t feel like I broke a code of conduct. Yeah, clumsy phrase, but the less clumsy one is less precise; ashamed. I wouldn’t have been ashamed if I spent the ...

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The anarchist showed up again. I’m going on a field trip with him tomorrow; psycho-geography. Don’t ask me what that is. I grew up with the adage that if you can’t teach something, anything, to a...

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Yeah, ok, so I broke my imposed discipline by not making shit up to patchwork an entry together yesterday. I certainly had an entry making day. Maybe when my head quits the drum solo’s to every s...

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It’s late and I didn’t write this entry but I could have, if I played guitar n’ shit. You heathens need this shit anyhow doncha?

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It’s late and I don’t cave easy. I write therefore I am. I write; for this I came. I write to disseminate the hubris and blueness; humility is an empty gesture in private. Perhaps trees make nois...

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“John. John Synder.” “Don’t know him.” “You’re George Collins.” “Yes, I do know me.” “I’m introducing myself Mr. Collins, I’m John Synder.” “Excellent, glad we’ve cleared that up. But, I’m afraid...

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June of 1989 I left the urban homestead project home (underwritten by HUD, administered by the PDC – Portland Development Commission) where I was raising my two young children with the worst lesb...

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Me (me, me) and You (you, you) God only knows it’s not what we would choose (pause, pause) To do (pause, pause to do) — Pink Floyd I might have skipped a line or two. In the grand scheme of thing...

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My baby long Great gosh a’mighty my baby tall Sleeps with her head in the kitchen And her feets out in the hall — She Caught the Katy Oh, I will probably link the song at the bottom, hopefully wi...

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“What is the difference between the $10 reading and the 50$ reading, besides forty bucks.” “For ten dollars you get a five card major arcana reading, for fifty you get the full spread using both ...

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Oh my poor pretty head. Everything today has had to be confusing. The CC that was cancelled came with no untoward activity. A different CC came just because to replace something that had no probl...

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The neighbor dog was at the end of his tether, dewclaws ticking against the chain link, barking at a squirrel up a tree. I squinted; red squirrel, bushy tail, chittering with an exaggerated overb...

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One of the downsides of facebook is that you wind up having “friends” that you are very much out of touch with but who you can’t defriend, and sure, I could just delete my account(s) but I have m...

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Damn I am in a rut. I was going through old flashes because I wanted to send something to someone to cheer them up. Yeah, no. Most of my fiction, long, short, medium length, unfinished, whatever ...

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“Do I look like a quitter?” “You look like a gerbil.” — Some movie that I was forgetting as I watched it. You don’t really need good actors, directors, soundtrack or script writing, not if you th...

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