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Writer. Reader. Inadvertent cheater of death. Your lover with too much eyeliner on.

Maybe that's what we look for all our lives, the worst possible grief, to make us truly ourselves before we die. Louis-Ferdinand Céline

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January 18, 2009

He Shouldn't Have Died Alone in OD OG

Boy, have there been tough times…All I can do is get drunk and write to survive. (Like now…pardon any erroretically prone sentences…Yes. I made that word up.) I have this flipbook in my dreams, ...


Letter to Kevin: Alex and I got a dog…a little Boston terrier…We named him Baudelaire. Yes, we named him after the French prose poet. Snobs are we. Well-read snobs. I now have to set about trai...


February 28, 2005

She Looked Good in the Dark in Dramedy

This is the start of something for creative writing…has to be about running into an ex and new g/f at a restaurant. I should’ve known that Friday was going to be a sitcom with a cast of unsavor...


Ok, I am attempting to write snippets that I will connect together to put a book together. I no longer have the concentration necessary to sit and write linearly. Did I just make up that word? S...


April 17, 2004

Belly Up in OD OG

This is one of those entries that basically consists of me finding old letters and documenting them on here so that I can keep a literary scrapbook of different stages of my life…so when I’m old...


June 25, 2003

wet dreams may come in Dramedy

hey-like the title? well, i hadda start this “welcome back roxy” entry out with a bang. i coulda gone full-blown attention hog and spelled “come” slightly differently. but i didn’t. that’s naugh...


March 03, 2003

sick in OD OG

well now comes that joyous time of year when i’m exceptionally sick again b/c it’s midterm time and god likes to make me feel like shit anytime i have to take a test b/c for some reason god does...


February 07, 2003

r.i.p. in OD OG

i just got very sad news from my mother that yet another girl i was friends with thru el. school to high school is dead at age 21. sarah w. was our next door neighbor for most of my life and mom...


September 29, 2002

mental collapse in OD OG

i’m ok just having a nervous breakdown.


This is something I found that I had written to my friend in a letter a few weeks back: I was born to have a problem w/authority. Just like Michael Jackson was born to moonwalk and do sick thin...


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