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This morning I was going to do something for myself… instead I wandered around the city, walked from my place to downtown and then back… there’s this festering hurt inside me right now and I can’...

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2015 has not been kind. In January my best friend of nearly a decade whom was more like a sister to me moved to Calgary. February 15th my grandfather was admitted to the hospital after having a m...

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In lieu of my child not being in the Christmas spirit I went out and purchased a beyond ridiculously priced Elf On The Shelf. He was instantly enthralled and named him Vinny, so slowly Dante has ...

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Is that not just the WORST thing to hear from a 4 year old? I don’t know how to get Dante into the spirit of things. I tried to excite him with creating an advent calendar which will start Monday...

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It seems lately that Dante and I have come to a nice peaceful click, it seems somedays we struggle with son pushing mom’s buttons and mom being lost for having to translate. It’s has been simple ...

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I had a relaxing day of cleaning the house… I seriously mean that… I was able to put crap away and do my own thing while hubby played video games and kiddo played and did his own thing. Afterwar...

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my review by the city is tomorrow, I’ve put in a lot to make sure that I stand above the rest. To make sure that I’m shining and it looks like I know what I am doing (I honestly do.) I also did i...

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I’m sure every parent out there has a nightmare situation which they become overly cautious about because the idea of it happening makes them go blind in panic. That happened to me today. I’ve al...

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This is the countdown… maybe even a goal list. I will run more. I will be my goal weight for my birthday. I will drink more water. I am going to drink less alcohol. I am going to be kind to my ...

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It was hubby’s birthday weekend, he turned 31 this year. Kind of crazy that we were talking about him partying hard for his 21st birthday in a house a few streets up with his best friend who stil...

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James left Friday morning to go on his fishing trip… Friday I was a frantic anxious mess who forgot to eat, and seemed to stumble around mindlessly. I went for dinner with Kat in which I ate abou...

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James picked up Dante yesterday and my mom was being snappish about my poor choices of lunches, my husband told her that he’s seen what kids at daycare get packed and that I make one of the best ...

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James is going to Golden this Friday, his stepdad asked him to come down, he’s paying for him to go there and go fishing but also has something to talk to him about. For the first time in 10 year...

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I love my mother but somedays I think she’s bipolar and that’s where my brother gets it from. It can be ludicrous talking to her somedays, like today taking Dante to daycare, she looked at his lu...

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My PC had a glitch… well it’s been glitchy for about a year now. My diary from OD is gone. Deleted. No longer there. Over 10 years of writing… of memories and feelings… letters to Dante, angry en...

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Looks like I’m back Monday, the head director just gave me a call. I can actually head into my class tomorrow and do a few things to prep which would be nice to simply go in and refresh myself si...

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I suck at writing… well the teachers have been striking in BC which sucks ass for me because although I’m not a teacher I work inside the school (managing the pre-school and the other school prog...

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Ugh I know right? I'm terrified of the big 30 this year. With my new job I will actually be able to have some time in the morning to have to myself to be active, I've started running again (as th...

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It's all over the place right now... so I think I get to have my say on things. I suffered from depression... I suffered from it intensly, horribly when I was young... I was giving anti-deppressa...

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James and I had our anniversary yesterday, we had actually had a weekend get away two weeks prior. It was the first time that we had actually left Dante with my parents for a full two days, he wa...

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I changed my username so I'm not so easy to find... because maybe what I'm going to write on here isn't to be known by those whom actually know me I guess. Am I afraid of being judged? Yes... bec...

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Oh my god I'm so tired, today I've felt like just crying myself to sleep because I'm feeling slightly overwhelmed. I didn't really have a "weekend" this past weekend, James was working Saturday...

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In 2 weeks James and I are actually going to get a full weekend to ourselves, we tried to book a campsite but of course on such late notice everything is booked. Instead we'll go fishing and hiki...

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Damian told me that he broke up with this girlfriend of nearly a year... I was crushed for him. I think I took it worse than he did. I want him to be happy, I want him to have what I have in life...

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James- Got a job in town, we don't have to be a broken family. He'll be home for dinner every night, he'll be around on weekends, he won't be up north 3 weeks at a time leaving me to be acting as...

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