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Book 1

by Downsyde

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November 09, 2024

Searching For a Former Clarity

Let this be the endLet this be the last songLet this be the endLet all be forgiven Because really, what else is there? When you look back on your life, close to death, what do you see? Me? No...


November 05, 2024

NJM4

OK  Let me digress, as you've been keeping me sane, and it might be inappropriate but whoever in your life that's supposed to be telling you this, isn't. So, I'm going to tell you straight up....


November 03, 2024

NJM 3

I missed the first two days, that's probably not outta character.  Saturday was another panic attack. I wish I knew why these were happening. It's new. My doc wants to medicate the problem a...


October 26, 2024

A Couple Weeks

Or weekends that she'll be here and that'll be that.  It's not a surprise. She wasn't destined to be here for long, her future is brighter than this dusty watering hole. I s'pose that's th...


October 25, 2024

This isn't Really the Start

Cancer, aneurism, stroke, heart attack My skin peeling back to expose an empty sore as wide as a black hole All I can think about is death - mine, specifically. I feel like I smell like it. ...


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