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Tales of being me.

by * Not The Sun*

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November 29, 2016

slowdance on the inside

well i’ve been sucking big time at writing everyday, but to give myself credit. i’ve been thinking about writing. haha of course that’s always. i am just to friggin lazy or whatever to actually d...


October 29, 2016

orange ginger tea

well i missed yesterday, but i’m back at it, so i’m not gonna be to hard on myself,and i will lay blame on the migrane i had.... i also updated my headache journal and my dream journal this morn...


October 26, 2016

day 3 short.

I almost skipped writing this morning, well i did for 15 mins of extra sleep. but here i am, hence this will be a short entry. came home last night and things were still a little chilly with the ...


October 24, 2016

sacrifices

so im trying out this journal thing, because the thing is i love to write. i love it, yet i never do it. keeping myself down i suppose i am going to do it in the mornings during my 20 mins of ext...


June 14, 2016

catch up.

Today is just another day. I haven’t updated for over a year. Life certainly is different. I got engaged in April, just before my bday. It may be a litte quick, as it’s only been a year, but i t...


June 14, 2016

catch up.

Today is just another day. I haven’t updated for over a year. Life certainly is different. I got engaged in April, just before my bday. It may be a litte quick, as it’s only been a year, but i t...


There’s this guy that comes in to my work a few times a day for orders, he asked for my number quite a few times ago last year, but I always said no. He wasn’t really my type, he has kids, I wasn...


April 27, 2015

Come to Light

eeek. so much has changed. My life is completely twisted upside down. I’m fucking in love. How did that even happen? Haha Let me start from the beginning, in my last entry, I had given to my # t...


February 09, 2015

The bold and the beautiful.

At this point in time I have been officially single for more years than I’d like to admit. There have certainly been romances, sexual trysts and relationships that have occured during this sing...


November 02, 2014

Things are things

Not much happening in life these days. My shift was switched to evenings for the last couple weeks so I could train some new people. i go back to early mornings tomorrow…wonder how my body will a...


August 12, 2014

kick in the pants

I just found out I can't get the funding for school :( I'm bummed, I went in expecting this to happen, but it still sucks hearing it. I'll most likely be fine for next year, damn mental breakdo...


August 06, 2014

conflicted.

I came here wanting to write, talk about something, but now suddenly it doesn't seem that important that I get it out. I feel alone..but it's not heavy. I'm thankful. I'm surrounded by love, exc...


June 15, 2014

Dirty Little Secrets

Hello prose box world. Hope things are well with you? Hope this entry finds you all surrounded by love & happiness :) Things have been good. I mean weird, as usual, but really good. I go...


May 18, 2014

Inner peace

Inner peace is an amazing thing, please don't ever take it for granted. I'm amazed at the difference in myself. I know it's getting repetitive lol but holy shit. I got a job..slinging coffee lol...


April 15, 2014

something in the air

It's been a weird day... been a weird weekend. I have been learning so much about myself, which is nice :) things are actually going good in that dept. I did a short meditation today, a quick ...


March 31, 2014

breezeblocks

Listening to a song called Breezeblocks by a band called Alt-J ... Just kinda started listening to them, but initially I really like their smooth style. I applied for a bunch of jobs, waitressi...


March 21, 2014

lonely ol' night

well a little happier entry than the last one. Things have been....they haven't been bad, nor great..just been. I really need to start applying for jobs. I've only applied for one so far, I had ...


March 05, 2014

Time to move on.

I wanted the next entry i wrote to be a nice stable happy one.... well guess what..life doesn't fucking work that way. I'm an anger ball today, nothing in particular set me off. Nightmares last ...


February 16, 2014

whatever this is.

I feel like I'm trying to feel something and nothing at the same time. I've been emotional this week. I think because I fucked up my birth control and had to stay off for a month.. I started back...


February 07, 2014

my title ran away..

I've been very apathetic this week. I haven't wanted to write at all really. I'm feeling frustrated today. at myself mainly. at the world a little. I had a dream last night about my best guy frie...


February 02, 2014

my stomach hates me.

ugh I did bad things to my stomach this weekend. It hates me. or maybe it's my liver. I'm sure they both hate me. Friday night I went to a party at my friends house, second weekend in a row. I'...


January 31, 2014

assertiveness

I'm really liking this new assertive side to myself. (My old self was probably the most passive human being on the planet) Last night I actually spoke up about an issue I had with something relat...


January 30, 2014

Questions about writing

Have any of you writers taken an online writing course? I am looking for some recommendations for a good one.


I did something today, that I've tried to do before...but could never seem to follow through...I'm really feeling this shedding a skin & moving on phase that I'm going through though. I final...


January 29, 2014

What my life looks like

I wrote this yesterday on my facebook, letting all my friends and family see a glimpse inside my head for the first time ever to understand what I've been through and how my brain works. I'm a b...


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Everything that I feel like writing about my life.