kick in the pants in Tales of being me.

I just found out I can't get the funding for school :( I'm bummed, I went in expecting this to happen, but it still sucks hearing it. I'll most likely be fine for next year, damn mental breakdown, fucked my credit right up. I went in expecting this, and not expecting to be upset if this was the case. I am a little upset. On the bright side, this is the first time in awhile that I've cried for myself, so it probably just needed to come out. Que Sera Sera, and so it goes. I'm going to put on some rocking tunes on & turn this mood around....and Make the best of this upcoming year. I'm not going to let this get to me, and now I'm going to do something that is going to suck really bad, but will also be the right thing to do. sigh being a responsible adult really fucking blows sometimes.

"That's one thing earthlings might learn to do, if they tried hard enough: Ignore the awful times and concentrate on the good ones.” ~Kurt Vonnegut