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So. I'm one week in to the brain-zapping. Five more to go. Is it working? It's hard to say because I am in near-constant agony and it makes me a little... cranky. And unreasonable. And a tad s...

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Still very-very-very up and down, black and white, yes and no, in and out, left and right, fuck and off. Except now it's even bigger'n'better due to chronic-fucking-AGONY. Begin backstory-deetz...

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I'm trying to see myself a little more fairly - trying to check the accuracy of my thoughts. Weigh both options. Build up or tear down? There are TWO to choose from! Try to choose wisely. Use ...

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March 26 2014 20:37 Woke up this morning and everything is black. I feel helpless and powerless and like my life has no meaning or purpose. The whole big-random-universe-mystery of it all is...

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So. Peter's dad won the Parental Death Pool. (I was kinda hoping it would be my "mom" but... whaddayagonnado?) He died on Wednesday or Thursday (not sure) and Peter is doing okay. Like, for real...

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Sunny'n'cold again today. Again, again, again... it's been the longest-ass winter of my mid-life-meltdown-malcontent... in Montreal. Meh. Things: Jake isn't doing so hot. He finally s...

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So. I was in Hicksville for a week. I donned my Mommy costume so that I could assist Drewzilla through the yanking of four wisdom teeth. (Note that I didn't don my Wife costume... because: more ...

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Balance: I don’t haz it. Idea: For every negative thought, counter that shit with a positive thought. In Al-anonese, that roughly translates to: “Start with an asset!” But that NEVER happens...

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So much to write about, so little motivation. When I'm wracked with ambivalence - which is almost-every-minute of every-single-day, you get... this. Because: it resonates. AGAINST HESITATION ...

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This is Friends-Only material, alla y'all. More to come...

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