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february 6
And just like that, OD is gone. And I did cry. It's hard to believe.
february 5
A good chunk of the city had a snow day. My company didn't, of course, because we are cheap. I've had maybe one snow day in six years. They've sent us home early before because of weather but rar...
february 4
I need to start writing on time. My days blur together. Today was a half day. I studied during the afternoon. So I guess that's it?
february 3
Mondays are not at all great. Neither is this entry. Where is the motivation to write? Where is the joy?
february 2
It was a very busy day. Went to breakfast with the roommate, then to target, then later we went to Five Guys for dinner...going out during the Super Bowl (which because of my stutter I can't pron...
february 1
I slept the day away. And then the roommate and I travelled to Clintonville for some very much need sushi (he got a Korean beef dish but I got three sushi rolls and the Sunday morning roll had bl...
january 31
A coworker asked if I wanted to visit another coworker's brother's bar (where he also bartends on the weekends). I've visited once before but I said yes. So I'm here in Canton at a red roof inn a...
january 30
I still can't believe open diary is gone (or all but gone). I don't feel like I belong here. But, you know, I didn't make a ton of friends over at OD either. Maybe it will start to feel right wit...
january 29
Ever had one of those truly awful, no good terrible kind of days? That was today. It's over at the very least.
january 28
Had a "holiday" lunch (what holiday, at this point?) with White Castle (and no, not at White Castle) and then studied the rest of the afternoon. Why does studying make me so sleepy? Now just kil...
january 27
Met with my lawyer for what feels like the millionth time to go over yet another set of separation agreement changes. The original plan was, I kept my 401k and Chris got the first chunk of money...
january 26
I'm feeling much better, but not 100%. Which doesn't matter because I have tomorrow scheduled off anyhow and all I was planning to do today was veg in front of the tv. I'm trying to watch Dext...
january 25
I think I have the flu, or something that feels an awful lot like it. I woke up this morning with a wretched stomach ache, which turned into all-over aches and pains (no puking, though), culminat...
january 24
A day off work with nothing to do. Although I did end up meeting with my lawyer to go over (another) draft separation agreement. Which Chris promptly threw in my face. Not literally, but had it...
january 23
I spent five minutes tonight taking on and off my wedding and engagement rings. It was sad. I liked those rings. And I liked that feeling of being loved by someone. Being special. I don't know...
january 22
I don't think I'll ever get too old for naps.
january 21
I had planned on taking study time beginning today (Tuesday and Friday afternoons through the end of April), but of course something came up and I couldn't leave until 3:45. I was so exhausted an...
january 20
At work, I feel like I'm regressing. I've been doing my job for a month shy of six years. I think I'm pretty good at it. Or, I used to think so. Anymore I make stupid mistakes and I can feel myse...
january 19
I need to crack down on writing. It's hard when there's so much going on at work and in my personal life. Although you'd think that would lend itself to having more to write about, wouldn't it?...
january 18
I may have slept eighteen hours in the last 24. Yes, I have a sleeping addiction. And I can outsleep anyone I know. Does that make me lazy? I don't think so...I work hard all week.
january 17
Some weeks just require a Friday night nap. By the time I woke up, at 8:30, all I really had the energy to do was go grocery shopping for the next two and a half weeks. So nights like these ma...
january 16
Remember what it was like when I wrote real entries instead of blurbs? I'm trying to get motivated to get back to that but mostly I write on my phone anymore and it's tiring to type all that much...
january 15
Happy payday! My bonus for becoming an EA went through today and it's enough to pay off my credit cards. They got a little flooded with Christmas but I'm relieved to have them paid off again. Oth...
january 14
I'm already back at studying. Just a few hours of reading today. I'm glad that all this exam requires is reading. It's a lot easier to sneak in some study time when you don't need paper, pencils,...
january 13
Woooo, I got a four on that exam. A six is passing. Given I thought I bombed it, a four is great. It means I got between 80% and 90% of the passing score and it also means I am motivated to keep ...
