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Hope.
Sometimes, I think part of happiness is lying to yourself a little bit. And trying very hard to believe that lie.
Battle Stations.
Calm under fire, isn’t that what a good Captain is? I have to cover in another store once a week. This all stems from a bit ago when there was a mutiny among managers and a bunch quit at once. ...
Absence.
It was easier when I could feign anonymity. Splay myself before the world, as I did a decade and a half ago. Then I shared too much. Sometimes I think about starting over. But, what then? As ...
Open Diary 2.
Given public opinion, I don’t think we can go back. I’m still undecided. I mean. This site is stable, friendly, and no drama. (As far as I know.) I have a “Lifetime Membership” on OD. But t...
Open Diary.
Rumor has it there is a very real possibility Bang Bang Bruce is resurrecting the site. I don’t know how to feel about this. (All previous diaries will be set to private until you make it public...
Fuck you, dad.
I think I want to be chef.
Thanks.
Things have been up and down. A lot of downs. But I want to thank all of my old Open Diary friends, and new friends, for being there for me. I know my worth, but you girls lift me up. (What. ...
Rawr.
I know I’ve been quiet. But I want to let all you lovely Ladies and Gents know that, just as I stayed with OD until the very end, Timmy will be here, too. I love you.
Downsizing.
My cats have finally calmed down. And by “cats”, I mean Kira. She was so thrown off when I moved back in with my dad last week. Poor thing. She was all ‘WTF IS THIS SHIT, DADDY, WHEN ARE WE G...
The Coin.
Long ago, there lived a Queen. She ruled her kingdom fair and wise. But she was alone. She wanted a partner. But not just some servant; Queens need to be strong all the time. Someone she could be...
Wavelength.
It’s interesting that something I get told I have a lot of empathy, and at other times, no empathy at all. I do not consider myself an empath like some of my friends. They’re gifted - they can ...
Do Not Disturb.
Meeting up with my OK* girlfriend went fantastic. Her kids like me, her family likes me, her roommate likes me. She gave me a family for Christmas. Totally worth the 1350 mile drive. Lots of l...
On Lexapro.
I’ve been on it for around two and a half months. Beyond the physiological adaptations, it’s taken some time to game when to take it. That is, the only real side effect has been insomnia. I initi...
On Realistic D/s.
The following was written for Fetlife. Viewer Discretion is advised. I’ve been thinking about D/s relationships and the way the word “lifestyle” is used. For me, it conjures images of latex, ru...
Feminism: We still need it.
Let me point out an obvious doublestandard. Trump says he wants to “grab women by the pussy”, and it’s waved off as “locker room talk”. That statement was just the icing on a misogynist clusterf...
Mission Accomplished.
Meanwhile, in more positive news, I just cracked 50k on Day Nine of NaNoWriMo. What blows my mind is I managed only a thousand or so words on the first day, and then just barely brought myself t...
Don't forget both the House and Senate will be red.
I voted for Bernie in the primary, and Hilldawg in the general. I’m not the reason we’ll be saying “Sieg heil, unser Fuhrer Drumpf.” That we survived Dubya isn’t really comforting. I could shru...
NaNoWriMo Advice.
I’ve tried eight times, succeeded four times, so I know a little bit about the writing process. Mind you, this is just what works for me. Characters over plot. Awesome characters always trump ...
Do Not Make It So.
The dream started as if I was waking up. I checked my phone. It was 9:30 am, but I was confused as to why it wasn’t completely bright out. I was in my old-old bedroom. I looked outside and sa...
If Obama was born in Kenya.
I lean far left, so naturally I think all of that birther stuff is nonsense. But, since I play devil’s advocate way too much. Why would it even matter if a president were born in Kenya? No Pers...
My favorite political joke so far this season.
It’s the end of the 2016 presidential race and the people of the United States hated all the candidates so much that nobody voted. The government is in a panic trying to figure out what to do to ...
On Bisexuality.
While I do visit the gym and grocery store and stuff, I don’t really visit venues with lots of people often. So, I couldn’t help but notice a lot of attractive chicks at the concert last night. ...
On Weird Al.
I knew there were going to be lots of costume changes, but the way it was done never left me bored. Holy hell he has range. Holy hell he can hold a tune for a long time. Holy hell I look just li...
Go The Distance.
It might be an intrusive thought to think “Have I ever really been happy?” and begin to think of a bunch of negative stuff. I lost Angel. I lost Elena. Three years of progressive depression at...
A Very Timmy™ Survey.
Kind of agree with a friend who noted that the surveys circulating around are from very early in the internet. So, like two years ago. To that end, I decided to make my own for absolutely no re...
Book Description
Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.
