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by J.E.

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November 21, 2021

Toot Toot And Tut Tut

Woke up at 6:30 again. 🤦 My oldest brother is coming by later to help set up the new router. Everything SEEMS to be fine but I can’t get it to pull an IP Address. Fudge. All we really have lef...


November 20, 2021

Yet Again...

Guess who woke up an hour ago (with heartburn) and couldn’t get back to sleep? It’s a cold Saturday morning, I’m wrapped in a blanket watching The Dark Side Of The Ring marathon and drinking ice ...


November 20, 2021

Doctor Foodstuffs

Had a dentist appointment today. Due to a car accident bringing traffic to a dead stop, I rescheduled. The receptionist was awesome and waved the last minute cancellation fee. New appointment ...


November 17, 2021

I'm Dying

Woke up way too early. Still feel like crap and now have a damn headache. Ugh! I’m thinking a nice long hot bath is in order.


November 17, 2021

Docu

If there really is a blood of Christ cult holding onto a vial of his blood…shouldn’t we be cloning him by now? Or is Jesus so disgusted by the modern world that he said fuck his second coming. ...


November 17, 2021

Life Sucks

Felt like shit all weekend. Fayetteville reminded me too much of Peacock. Cried my eyes out Sunday night and messaged her. Got an apology filled response so we’ve been talking. I’ve missed my f...


November 15, 2021

Another Night

Of standing around. If I leave at break time it’ll be half a point on the point system. I’m seriously considering it. Screw this noise.


November 13, 2021

Popeye The Sailor Man

Watching cartoons. Passed put way too early to only wake up way too early. Oh crabapples, did I feel like absolute Hell yesterday. Woke up at ten something and ached all over. Let me start ove...


November 13, 2021

Cats

A brief history…


November 12, 2021

Worn Out

Friday finally! Last night was boring as crap. No details really, just lots of standing around. I did not care. I was still exhausted (and sore) from the deep clean the night before. My neck s...


November 11, 2021

Filth, Glorious Filth

Came up with this title way earlier at work. Tonight’s project? Deep clean the assembly area and I do mean DEEP CLEAN. So much dust i got psychosomatic and started itching all over. We worked ...


November 10, 2021

Peeing In The Dating Pool

Hot as Hell shower tonight as I was itchy all over. The assy (heh heh, that’s his new nickname) super ended up having to go to Lowe’s for the polyurethane. Lots of goofing off(ish) tonight. ...


November 09, 2021

Huffin' Chems

Stuck in assembly for the unforeseeable future. Tonight was cleaning overspray off the stenciled parts (with my enemy MEK.) Seriously, my throat hurts and nostrils burn. After, we took painter...


November 08, 2021

Blah!

I’m not feeling so hot. The comedy gig Saturday night was hilarious. Didn’t stay for the meet and greet. Brad’s opening act, Donnie Sengstack, had a stutter and incorporated that into his act. ...


November 06, 2021

Tonight Shall Be Fun

Mike scored us tickets for comedian Brad Williams a few months ago. He takes the stage tonight at 6:30. I’m stoked.


November 05, 2021

Cry Baby

I’m going to go to HR about that guy again because of his BS. Chelsea quit because of his harsh demeanor. Me? I’m a man. To have some fucked younger than me say something like that (last entry)...


November 05, 2021

Hick Hop

Country bros. Those jack asses that rap over country and make videos of their mansions with dumb white bitches shaking their titties in a two piece. I FUCKING HATE THAT. But…I came across this...


November 04, 2021

Bad Night

The assembly supervisor needs his ass kicked good and hard. He had me sand something down tonight and when I finished I put the tool up and reeled in the air hose. I went to the break room to ge...


November 03, 2021

Jesus H!

Remember: Wear your new back brace to work. Getting off the couch to go pee, I winced with every step down the hall thanks to my back. Did a lot of work hunched over. Been reading and laying on...


November 01, 2021

Kiss Of Death

First, my gaming TV goes out on me. Second, my router goes out on me. Tonight the effin’ cable box in the living room crapped out on me. I sleep on the couch with Science Channel (usually) on in...


November 01, 2021

Halloween Hamburgers

Grilled burgers tonight for dinner. So juicy! We’ve had to kids come to the door. One dressed as a rabbit and the other as Colonel Sanders and he had a KFC bucket. šŸ˜‚ I’m currently wrapped in ...


October 31, 2021

Stuffed Cat Casserole Ramble

Grilled chicken breast with zucchini skewers, baked beans and sweet corn. I’m stuffed. The days are a bit lonely now. I miss the random texts from her but I need to move on. Our crazy didn’t m...


Thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry. I couldn’t get the dumbfuck thing out of my head. I was a special ed student in grade school as well as junior high. My middle brother (wh...


October 27, 2021

Easy Goal

Won’t shave again till New Years Day. I’m getting prickly. Went to see Dr. Gilbert. No more mood stabilizers. Now prescribed a non-stimulant for my ADHD. (Guess I was extra fidgety.) She’s no...


October 26, 2021

7:14 AM (Can't Sleep)

Yesterday was the 22nd anniversary of my dad passing away. I was indifferent to it. Mostly I was missing being in a relationship and feeling very lonely. There is no work for sheet metal nor ...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, ā€œpretendā€, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.