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Just Plain Worn Out
Not much sleep Sunday into Monday. Dozed off last night at some point but didn’t sleep much. Woke up around 1:30 AM and have been up since. It’s 2:51 PM. Saw the lawyer this morning to fill ...
Mucho Beddah
I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. Our Easter meal was small and quaint. Baked ham, squash casserole, green beans (ick) dressing with gravy. Only my aunt came, her daughter and two grand...
Today Sucks
My BP is up and my chest is pounding. Just took my meds. I’m gonna lay here on the couch, try to relax my breathing and wait this out. I’ve been on the self destruction warpath and have alien...
West And Wewaxation
I’ve slept so much the last few days. No energy what so ever. The world is passing me by…of course I had to hide a few times. Mom took a bunch of plastic eggs stuffed with candy to her job to...
I Have The Flu
I have chills, fever, aches… I’m still smoking legal weed. Yeah, it’s counterintuitive but it makes me relax. In one of my fever dreams from last night I was helping my dad and his friends rob a ...
Julie Andrews And Dick Van Dyke
Knew how to rock! 🤘🤘🤘
Sniff It!
Smokey has developed a bad habit of laying on my chest and sticking his pink little butt hole right in my face. Don’t get me wrong, I do pet him but c’mon, butt hole! In my face! It’s a little ...
Juicy
Woke up craving juice. This happens from time to time. Grape, Apple, Orange, Fruit Punch don’t care! After I eat a trip to Wal-Mart is in order.
As Wicked
Cold Night
The temp has dipped significantly. Now I have a bit of a sore throat and dry cough. Ugh! I scarfed down a mini Red Baron pizza doused in habanero hot sauce. My sinuses have opened up. 🤒 As a...
Stuft
My sleeping is way off track. Woke up at nearly 4 PM. Mom decided she wanted fried chicken so I’m currently sitting at Metro Diner. We both order chicken and waffles. You get a huge house mad...
Who Cares?
Fuck It
Shitty Quality Video
For anyone one who has ever wondered what living in the southern U.S. has to deal with when the weather gets bad. https://youtube.com/shorts/NbZiAcYcdys?feature=share4 I’m keeping an eye on the n...
Good Vibes
Yet again, can’t sleep. Today was good. Started with breakfast burritos of egg, bacon and copped chicken patty. Ran the last of the errands. Paid mom’s car insurance, swung by Kroger to pay th...
Insomnia (Hardly Knew Ya!)
3:11 AM. I’ve been up since....fuck I don’t remember. My eyes are still burning even after putting in some drops. I’m up watching Icons on Vice. This one’s about Marvel trying to get films m...
Dry, Red Eyes
I slept like shit last night. My eyes are dried out. Very tired but still awake. Got a pharmacy’s worth of prescriptions at the psych doc’s office today. Imma head out. Nite.
Uptown Funk
I’ve felt empty all day. These days happen where I call it being in a funk. Even went for a walk this afternoon to try and clear my head. I see Dr. Gilbert at 10 tomorrow morning. Need my meds r...
Instacart 🤦
I don’t know what licensing deal you signed, but don’t use my favorite King Khan & BBQ Show song for you commercials. I’ve seen them twice live and they’re amazing, not advertisements.
Dutch Has A Plan
Title is a reference to Red Dead Redemption 2. How’d court go? Well, the lawyer got my judge switched to the one who runs what they call mental health court. First I need to see my psychiatrist...
Dr. Manhattan
I feel this…
Three In One Day? Huzzah!
So much for getting groceries. Her arthritic leg is acting up and my gout foot aches, walking is difficult. We did do our bank/pay bills crap and I bought us lunch a Big Papa Gyros. I am stuff...
7:35 AM (I Don't Want To Be An Adult Today)
Need to drop off paperwork at the Medical Mall, do some banking, drive mom around to get groceries. Then court tomorrow. I’m pretty sure you could stick a lump of coal up my butt and get a dia...
Depression Sleep
I’ve been asleep all day. No energy. I did eat some egg drop soup. I’m nervous about court but I’m trying to stay positive but it’s so difficult. I’ve been talking the new friend about it to help...
12:33 AM (Saturday Edition)
Okay, technically it’s 1:33. Forgot about DST. Stretched out watching the Psych marathon on HMM and dicking around on Reddit. I finished (finally) The Amazing Maurice. Funny book and now becau...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
