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Note: This post contains trigger words including rape. Two state troopers came to my door tonight while I was doing my homework and wanted to take my brother down to the station for questioning. ...

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So, I don't know why I never really thought about going and living on the local Community College campus in the spring. I guess I always thought that I would have to start in the Fall Semester. ...

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Alistair's job interview was today. Not as many people showed up as he was expecting and there were 20 spots open. But the job wasn't exactly as it was advertised either. For starters, the job w...

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Just had a really bad conversation with Alistair... Alistair cheated on a girl when he was 18. It's one of the few things that I really don't like about him. I was cheated on with my first boyfr...

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Today has just been an absolutely horrible day, one of the worst since my lifestyle change. Yesterday, I did an hour of cardio and burned like 1,300 calories just from exercise and had only mea...

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So as mentioned before I started my diet for the second time in the last month or so and it's going alright so far even though it has only been two days. Yesterday I knew I was going to be havin...

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I thought it would be okay to just talk to my boyfriend about my diet and just try and mirror what he eats in hopes that it would help with staying more on track. Of course, we get into a weight ...

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You attempt to strike up a conversation after a long period of silence with your boyfriend and he replies, "It's okay not to talk sometimes, we can't have long philosophical discussions everyday,...

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Alistair and I had a lot of good discussions today as I was spending most of my day stressing out about how exactly I was going to get to England. I've known for a very long time that I wanted to...

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Warning: Girl Stuff Talked About Throughout. When I was about 13, I was sitting on a couch with one of my male friends who had come over on the final day of school before we went our separate wa...

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My family is the absolute best at making someone feel guilty for even the slightest thing they think they've done wrong. I'm perfectly aware that I cheated on my diet last week. I had a cupcake ...

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Urgh... So I knew I had to have gained weight this week because I crashed on my diet super hard. To be fair, I had only been on it like a week but still... So I knew that I had probably gained ...

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So today I did something I never thought I would do... I sent some private photos to Alistair. I mean, it's not like it's a bad thing, I didn't feel forced into it and he didn't really ask for t...

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Really didn't have the greatest day today, it was filled with a lot of tears. Ali and I talked about a lot of hard subjects today. Today was the first day that he said out loud that he wasn't su...

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Ali and I talked about insecurities tonight... I guess for someone who never seems to let anything bother him it was a little nice to hear him confess somethings that he was insecure about; even...

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It's starting to get really bad at home again. My brother is talking about moving out so that obviously means that I get the brunt of pretty much everything since I'm still at home. I should be g...

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So the next few days are probably going to be extremely long and stressful. My grandmother opened up her credit card bill to find almost $1,000 worth of charges on it. Most of them not from any ...

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Got an email back from the college. They were just as unsympathetic to my situation as I figured they would be. All W's and failed grades stay on the transcript even if I completely retake the cl...

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I redid my sign ups for my classes for the Fall 2014 semester this morning. It's honestly really disgusting how my transcript looks right now. It seems to be all W grades even though most if not ...

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Went to write a post on Open Diary for the first time in several months because I finally felt like I had something to write about and it turns out it was shut down about three months ago. I'm a ...

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