No Friends in My Diary

I am a tiny creature in a vast atmosphere. I am surrounded by an immense atmosphere where hundreds of people surround me. When I begin to walk, I am surrounded by thousands of people, but I feel so lonely. I feel empty, and no one has no interest in talking to me. I go up to people; they walk away. The people I become friends with ended up never talking to me after a quarter of school, but instead, they forget about me. They forget about me just like everybody else. I’ve tried to join clubs, be in a sorority, you name it, but nobody likes me. A group of girls bullied me, or no one liked me or enjoyed my company. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed that nobody likes me and wants to hang out with, I feel like I drink my loneliness and emptiness every day. Currently, my only friend is my boyfriend, who I see on the weekends. He is my biggest supporter and, ultimately, the person that makes me the happiest. I don’ t know what I would do if I didn’t have him. He’s the only person that truly makes me happy and makes me feel satisfied in my skin. I love him, and he’s my entire world. My world. I wish we weren’t separated five days a week due to his work and my school. I do have friends, but they’re from high school, and so they go to college in different states or cities. I need advice or help. I don’t know how long I can deal with being lonely five days a week.