3/16/14 in MY JOURNAL

Feeling very unwanted and unappreciated. Went to practice today. I make it to practice FAIRLY regularly these days but I am not perfect. There's a girl who has been to practice maybe once in 3 months, but because she showed up tonight and isn't half bad, she was treated as if she never left, and acted that way too. We were split into 2 groups.....she was put in the "advanced" group, and I was thrown in with the novices. Why not just fucking give me a nipple twister with a wrench, ladies? As if that weren't bad enough, she stands up with the coach to give the rest of us "tips" on how to play and be a team, and yet SHE was the one out in front of us all, as if she were the most badass bitch there. She thinks it's all about her. Teamwork??? She can talk the talk but can't walk the walk. You know what, Miss Thang??? FUCK YOU!!!!! Look at our team website. Wonder where I am??? I'm the one with the car lot advertisement covering my face. My name is SHIT, I just haven't had the opportunity to change it yet. Do women EVER grow the fuck up????? Why am I still feeling like I'm in high school?