We’ve been married for almost 10 years. I love him completely, even if he is a dickhead a lot of the time. We’ve always had an open relationship. But now he has a girlfriend.
Im not angry or sad, Im sometimes a little jealous of the time he spends with her but not what they are doing.
We even told our kids today (They were totally cool with it), and said she may be spending a day with us over christmas.
I have so many emotions about it all. Im excited that I`ll have someone to talk to about ‘private’ things, someone to share in jokes with. Im happy because I can see how happy shes making my husband, he smiles when she texts. But Im also really worried that he’ll prefer life with her, or they’ll break up and he’ll blame me. Or the kids decide shes more fun than me.
I know its all what ifs, but I needed to get them out somewhere. I have spoken to hubby about it all and he has reassured me, but its like any relationship, you can never be 100% secure, theres always that what if.
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