Goals in It's Art, You Wouldn't Understand

Damn if I didn’t feel the Christmas magic this year. Going over to my ex-sister-in-law’s house was a really great decision on my part. With Chu being in Cali with his family I was able to freely enjoy mine for a bit. Seeing Christmas through the eyes of children was really refreshing. I had thought, briefly, if it would make me yearn for that type of experience myself, and I’m happy to say that it didn’t. It was great to experience but I’m standing firm on remaining childless.

I spent time looking at the roommate section of CL again. I find myself going there every and now then and dream about having a cool roommate that doesn’t irk my nerves and pays on time. We probably will never get one though. We both love our space, peace, and quiet. The money will be like an extra 400.00 a month but is that worth the headache that comes with living with another person? Probably not. I’ll have to find another way to earn the money and think of another way to make that room a moneymaker of some sort. Renting it out seems like the best and easiest way.

I’ve worked on all my goals and I’m excited about trying to find ways to complete them. Goals really are the best part of the new year. I love saying goodbye to the old year as well and reflecting on it but next year I’m going to do that every month instead of one big end of the year thing.

I don’t know what I want my “big” creative project to be this upcoming year though. 2019 I was so sure I was going to write my fictional vampire novel and maybe turn it into a screenplay. I didn’t even get past chapter 1 before I realized why I hated writing novels to begin with. I guess I’ll just focus on playing the cello and if something strikes my attention in the upcoming months I’ll go with that. I guess I can just hyper-focus on fixing all my failing businesses and cleaning up the mess I made the years prior. Let the theme of 2020 be one of repair and restoration. I’m going to reread all my business books as well and try to be more positive.