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  • Feb. 25, 2014, 2:02 a.m.
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So kiddo spent some time with this dad yesterday. We met at Popeyes where they ate lunch. It lasted about 10 minutes. He and I didn't really talk. They went and opened kiddos presents in his truck. Then kiddo asked if he could go to his mamaw and papaw's house (my ex's adoptive parents) I agreed b/c I know kiddo has been missing them. So he ended up getting to spend about 4 hours with his dad and such.
when the ex dropped him off, he asked if he could see him more. I said yes, thinking he was going to arrange another time. He simply said ok then turned around and left. ??? wt? I was able to hold my tongue with some of the things he said or insinuated. Ugh he drives me nuts.
my boss asked me if he looked good and I can honestly say, there was no attraction there. I felt nothing. Just tension b/c I'm always on guard around him b/c I never know the stupid crap that will fall out of his mouth.
I do not miss him. I use to miss him when i thought about our good times, but I don't miss him even if I think about that. i think i've finally realized that theres no hope for us. not that i have been holding onto a hope of getting with him, but i use to care what he thought of me...now I dont. he's the one losing out on life with an awesome kid. he's a moron for it. and that makes him unattractive to me. i'm rambling nonsense again. point is, kiddo saw his dad...we will see where the ex takes it from here.


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