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Realisation in Insecurity

Revised: 11/27/2019 8:13 p.m.

  • Nov. 27, 2019, 6 a.m.
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Scrolling. That’s all I do. Sitting on my bed, scrolling through pictures on Instagram and Facebook. Procrastinating I guess; I should be studying for my upcoming tests, but there’s always something that makes me lose my attention. There’s 2 ways it can go: one where you check out all the new posts and updates, and then leave without a care in the world, or two, the sense of longing for something that these people (you barely know) have. In the situation it’s two and I see clear perfect skin, perfect proportional bodies, perfect makeup and perfect outfits. I’m longing for those things. It is pretty much a list of things I am lacking in. It’s human nature to want what you can’t have, you and I both know that. Today I have come to the conclusion.

I want it all.

Wait.

I NEED it ALL

I understand that this is a terrible mind set to be in. I don’t want to come across as conceited. I’m being stubborn and ignorant. I can’t help it.

I just want to be beautiful.


Last updated November 27, 2019


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