My therapist says to stop dwelling on the past and move forward. I love this.
But I’m still traumatized by what she did.
It was 2 weeks ago. All she asked was, “When are you guys moving out?”
All I said was, “Possibly December,”
She snapped. In an explosive tantrum she became violent. She was using everything in her ability to try to hurt me. Except reaching out for a weapon. She tried to attack me, lunged at me, threatened to kill me, said racist things.. it was relentless. I was living in her home with my boyfriend for almost 2 years, and on that day I grabbed my immediate things and fled the house.
Over the past 2 weeks, she still called my boyfriend everyday to either fight with him about breaking up with me, to verbally abuse him, or demand great amounts of money.
A few days ago, my boyfriend says that she wants to apologize, and have a sit down conversation. Absolutely not at this point. I have no intention of ever wanting to ‘fix’ things, and my therapist says it’s not my obligation to even respond.
The holidays are here, and I’m glad I work on holidays. I don’t want anything to do with his family anymore.
But other than that, I’m doing alright. Just focusing on work, finding an everyday routine I find joy and peace executing daily. I’m safe, and I can hear myself think again.
I can’t wait to decompress and get in touch with some video games again.
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