I’ve had a lot of things go on in the past year or so. From my career, to family, to life in general, and even where I am on a daily basis. It has been a lot - A fuck ton of hurt, a wide range of emotions, and honestly consistency is something I’ve missed.
A lot of this has changed in the last several weeks, I feel like I’ve started picking myself up a bit more - Getting more on track with at least my financial issues and career. But there is still a lot of things I am just unhappy with.
A journal, public or not, is something I’ve thought a lot about starting. Every time I have, I ended up stalling thinking there wouldn’t be much to write about or would be another platform where I’d ooze out small amounts of my own insecurities publicly. I realized the more I just pander to those thoughts, the more I would just internalize any of my thoughts and would become less productive.
Well onto documenting - I didn’t sleep well last night. Not unlike any other typical day - I remember looking at the clock at around 1am last. I woke up at around 7:04 am - Always never enough sleep and I can feel it. The weather creates the mood so I am feeling lethargic. On top of the thoughts that have been on my mind since last week. I wonder if I am enough or if she cares. There is more to talk about when it comes to that but I don’t have the time right now.
Let’s see if I can get passed post one - I have a problem continuing things I start sometimes.
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