Advice needed ?? in LOVE or just a crush ?

So lately my depression has been kicking back in as well as my stress level and my anxiety levels . I don’t know what to do at this point. Ive been wanting to quit my job to go back to school for cosmetology but then i won’t be able to pay for the stuff i need to pay for like my braces which are $200 a month fora year and a half. But i don’t want to stay at my job because I’m so aggravated , tired , stressed. I have an amazing boyfriend for support but i don’t want my worries always on his back and i don’t get to speak to my mom because she’s going through her own business. its just been tough and i just wanna sit down cry. and i don’t want to go through another MAJOR PANIC ATTACK !!!!!!!!!! Any suggestions ??? REALLY NEED THEM