Love in Death in Give ME Reasons

This is kind of new to me i don’t know how to this really or even why I;m doing this. i guess i should start from the beginning where my life started to fall into hell. death is a strange, heartbreaking, yet curious thing people will never truly understand but they just have to go with it because that life right? well why everyone can accept that as an answer i can’t. i shouldn’t have to deal with this alone but yet i am no support form my mom, my dad , not even the main person who’s suppose to understand,my sister, loosing him at that age most will say that wasn’t love but 4 years at that age is something more than a friendship. time flies by so quick i can still remember the first time we met, i could replay that in my head all day as long as i will always remember you where in my life i feel complete that we got the chance to be together but at times i hate myself because i could’ve prevented what happen if only i was the person with you i shouldn’t have changed what we had after the distance that was put between us. being with someone else should have never distracted me from what we had way before a temporary person in my life.Until we’re together again,with everything i feel and own,I LOVE YOU