2:47AM in Probably Random Sad Stuff

I could use some friends for a change. Isn’t strange how the slightest interaction with a person can shape who they will become? It’s weird looking back to those who I was once friends with, and noticing the traces of myself that I’ve left within them. The strangest part of that though, is that I cannot see the changes they’ve made in me. Though that doesn’t come as a surprise to me, considering I’ve always found myself as much more of a mystery than others around me. Humans are simple machines. They function with one unattainable goal: to find the self. No matter how many times people believe they know who they are, that’s impossible. The human soul is to everchanging for anyone to see it in its entirety. Nevertheless, I’m looking for someone to create a change in me, spark a flame. And for once, I’m open to the idea of truly trying anything.