Dear Miranda
Oh how you’re the only one who understands me. No one helps me quite like you do. You tell me to not let my emotions show so I can’t be a crybaby. Thank you so much.
Dear Miranda
I just want you to know you’re my whole life. I hope you can help me.
Dear Miranda
Wait why are you telling me nobody loves me? Don’t you love me? You’re telling me to die. No one should be forced on me.
Dear Miranda
I did what you told me to. I cried for the first time, but like you said it’ll be crimson tears. I couldn’t make myself do it. I don’t want to. I want to cry.
Dear Miranda,
I really should tell my mom about you, but you’re right; she’d just say I have no reason to be like this. She won’t believe me.
Dear Miranda
I met the most gorgeous girl today. Well, okay, online. I know but we have mutual friends. They’ve met her. Also, my psychiatrist lied and told me I have depression. You wouldn’t do that to me, right?
Dear Miranda
My mom and I got in a huge fight. I can’t control myself. I’m a monster. I punished myself and took apart a pencil sharpener. You were right, it felt good. I deserved it.
Dear Miranda
That girl I met asked me to be her girlfriend. I agreed. She knows everything and she still loves me. I can’t wait to meet her.
Dear Miranda
Seems like I fight with my mom over the smallest things. She must be out to get me. She doesn’t love me, right? I’m her least favorite all because I do this. I cry every time we fight. It’s becoming the only way I cry anymore.
Dear Miranda
My girlfriend found out I cried crimson so she did the same. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I should just die I feel so bad. You always tell me no one loves me.
Dear Miranda
I’ve decided I can’t die. I don’t want my sister growing up without me. She’s so young. I’d be just a scrapbooked memory. Stop telling me to die.
Dear Miranda
My girlfriend and I got in a fight today. She wants to do drugs but I told her if she does I’ll cry crimson along my veins.
Dear Miranda
My mom is going to raid my room. I just know it. I gave my diary to my friend to keep secret. She gave it to the school nurse. She thought she was helping me.
Dear Miranda
The school nurse outed me to my mom. She give me the only response she knew: what the Bible says about it. I had to break up with the girl.
Dear Miranda
My friends are letting me borrow their phones to talk to her. We’re together again. My parents can’t find out. You tell me my mom might kick me out.
Dear Miranda
My parents took my DSi away. Found out I’d been emailing my girlfriend. I’m so screwed. I cried again.
Dear Miranda
I hate this. I hate me life. My sister can just live without me. She’d be better off. I was told I’m teaching her bad behaviors. If she didn’t have me ar….no I love my sister. Screw that. I’ll get better.
Dear Miranda
My girlfriend had been cheating on me with my best friend. Another friend went around repeatedly saying it to everyone.
Dear Miranda
I want to drink or do drugs or anything to get rid of you. The medication isn’t doing jack. I’ve been locked out of the control system for what feels like years.
Dear Miranda
My girlfriend and I broke up for good. I realize how toxic it was.
Dear Miranda
My friend C won’t stop touching me. I keep telling her to. I thought I liked her but I don’t anymore. She’s so scrawny but brutal with her words. I’ve seen her attack too. It’s scary. She scares me. I can’t stop her. Her boyfriend can’t stop her. She knows to much.
Dear Miranda
My friend C invited me to spend the night with her. I didn’t want to. She scares me. She’s also telling everyone she saw me naked and how hot it was.
Dear Miranda
My friend C is whoring me out. First she made me kiss one of my friends now another one of them and I don’t know where she’ll stop.
Dear Miranda
I haven’t stopped thinking about my friend B. The way he helped me out of the tree just changed my view of him.
Dear Miranda
Everyone was right. My friend B likes me! He’s my boyfriend now.
Dear Miranda
I introduced my boyfriend to my parents. I didn’t give them a choice. We’ve been together a month now but as of today it’s official.
Dear Miranda
Went to the solo ensemble performance tonight. I played my solo and my boyfriend was there to support me. C told me if wasn’t there she’d kiss me. I told my boyfriend and he was pissed.
Dear Miranda
I haven’t cried crimson in a while now. I know you hate it. I’ve been taking to art instead. Medication still isn’t helping me. I just want you to leave me alone.
Dear Miranda
Fuck you. My boyfriend makes me feel so wanted. So loved. I have worth. Why didn’t you tell me?
Dear Miranda
I’m starting senior year now. I left counseling a while ago and honestly I’m feeling better. You only take over sometimes.
Dear Miranda
My friends pregnant but it might be from her assault she had a while ago. She doesn’t know what to do. Anyways her baby shower is soon and I need to get her a gift.
Dear Miranda
My friends baby shower is on the same day as the marching band festival and I have to go or I’ll fail the class. I don’t know what to do.
Dear Miranda
The festival and baby shower is tomorrow. I stayed home. Felt stressed.
Dear Miranda
I was in a car accident today. My car did a full 180 around a tree after spinning out on the freeway on ramp. I didn’t eat. I was knocked out. I felt strangely warm and at peace when I was told I still have more to fight for. I think it was my great grandma. Is that what death feels like?
Dear Miranda
I know you loved the high you got from the drugs they gave me. They found something in my brain.
Dear Miranda
I was diagnosed with brain cancer. It’s only been 24 days since the accident. My band teacher yelled at C for bitching about my section switch. Later she apologized for my diagnosis and I didn’t accept it. It felt good.
Dear Miranda
You’re the cancer in my head. You’re my past and you ruined it. The migraines. The mood swings. Everything. You ruined it all.
Dear Miranda
Goodbye to you. Chemo is bad but worth it to get rid of you.
Dear cancer,
Don’t kill me. I know you’ve been wanting to for years. They don’t know how long I have to live.
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