On hold in My Lonely Corner

I’ve decided that that’s what I am currently. I’ve been placed on hold by friends until they need help. They do not currently wish to help me. If they do it doesn’t show in their actions. They also remain clueless to how major my recent struggles are and how badly I need their help because for some reason they just aren’t hearing me. I mean really hearing me. I recently decided to stop contacting any of them. They aren’t really listening anyhow, just responding back as briefly as possible so that they may move on to their currently much better situations. I keep plenty busy. It’s not like I’m starved for attention. I’d just like it if my friends really showed up, that’s all.