The beginning in Spiritual Progress

since I was a young kid in elementary school I knew what porn was. I began using it regularly in middle school throughout highschool without ever questioning it. I am now 19 and understand the dangerous effects it has on the mind. today marks day 1 of no porn and no ejaculation. I wasn’t aware of it lowering my vibration nor changing the way I viewed people. and I understood it caused addiction when i did become aware of those facts but continued doing so anyways. As for the retention of semen, it is said to be the christ lying within you. energetically speaking that is the strongest force you have, sexual energy. it is generated in the sex organs and in the root chakra (muladhara) which is linked to the prostate for a man. the theory here is conserving that energy and moving it up your other 6 main energy centers (chakras) to then transform that into higher forms of consciousness (awarness). Kundalini is said in scripture to be 2 serpents that lie dormant at the base (perinial) of the spine, where the sexual energy is generated. When certain methods are used you can awaken these metaphorical serpents (Ida and Pingala in hindu traditions) and experience a new level of consciousness and access more of the human experience. So frequent ejaculation is wasting the most powerful force you have as a human being, it’s sad to see the porn industry being multi-billionaires and how sexualized our culture is (america). I fell into the grips of that very culture only seeking pleasure for temporary fulfillment, I’m here to say no more, beyond that I’m documenting the experience to show others it is possible and just how real these esoteric topics are within the human experience.

Last updated August 20, 2019